Thursday, June 30, 2005;
long time neber update---
6:59 PM
iTz been quite awhile ever since i've updated my blog..hmmz..not been using de comp..trying 2 cooperate wif sis..since she her examz r cumming..also bcuz hav no time 2 use de comp..been cumming hm late from skul..got lotz of tingz going ard in skul..hehe..but itz damn fun..den also when get hm kinda bz..at hm..hav 2 quickly finish up mu hmk..den i hav 2 go n teach tuition..hmmz..mayb todae oso need..but ok lah get money..hehe...lotz of tings hav of cuz happen lyk..being hurt n stuff by de one who filled every inch of my heart(woah...wat nice werds..hehe)..den now dum di dum..tt person hurtz me alot..n i cant believe my fwens sum of them r in tis situation..hmm...early in de morning on mondae kena hurt by my fwen..thankz 2 her..n im heartbroken once again..itz alwayz lyk..tt..dono y oso..haiz..turned 2 sumone but kinda no use..baek org slalu tlg die..die uat sambil lewa..baek uh boi...turned 2 a'in was much more effective!!..wahaha..thankz...zyma 2..den bla3...i went 2 library wif a'in n zyma..2 get de articlez 4 hmk..turned out the library re-new..all de magazinez..lyk wat de hell..den got so kam chong cuz wat would our teacher do 2 us..hehe..den asked imran 4 my teachers no. msg her..hehe..lucky she understandz!!..wee~..so happi 2 hav her as my teacher..!!...ahakz..den went hm straight jack..msg tt person thankz 4 WAT U DID...den bla3..skul..den nthg interesting..got invest teacher rehearsalz..so fun..heheh...tunggu next wednesdae!!..hehe..den hmmz...wat eh?..yesterdae tought yazli tuition..god so hard 2 teach him..but nvm slowly2..hehe..den got hm..msg a'in n all..den got 2 skul todae..terjumpe ngan hanisah..den walk wif her 2 skul..den she tolked bout tt guy 2..she kena tipu wif tt guy...haha..nie lah bdk2 pondok..tk gune penipu semue bdk laki2..heheh..den hanisah cursed him 4 awhile..den tot of it...his kinda well know..hr got lotz of connectionz here n there..den was lyk my brain was all onto him..haiz...ape nie!!!,...den blah3..in band..jus now..best..uh..mr ng nye last dae..bye2..2 u..heheh..see ya ard aite?..hehe...den blah3..finish band went hm wif athirah..saw sum bdk2 bikes..again!!...my god..tk leh dok umah je ke drg..ke cycle ard de park..buat menyemak jer..nasib muke amcm sachok..hhehe..kalau tk magkok eh.,.hehehe...but i will alwayz ting of wat tt reacher of mine sayz..dun take those cute once..cuz they r alwayz de no gd onez...yeah kinda true..they cam lyk abuse their beauty..y?y?y?..haiz..but not all lah k...n oso..i canot b bothered by affairz of de heart...when i do.ill do stupid stuff..haiz..cut de crap..walk hm,...den irwan was lyk behind me..den walk wif him..n tok..well his a nice person..itz lyk my mum knowz..whose he..so does my sis..pelik lah..ader je lah kaitan nye...hehehe...den..bla3..when our seperate ways..den got hm,...no one ard..so tts y im using de comp now..so happi wee!!..heheh..but i tink i use de comp 4 my blog n ttz all..nthg more..hmmz..oh yar got back my doraemon!!..hahah..from tt person,hmmz..de memories i would say..(",)...so ill end here..bubyez...
toddlez..
izni.a.k.a.roni...
♥somewhere
Sunday, June 26, 2005;
yesterdae cum todae..part 2
10:41 AM
hmmz...wat a boring june holidae...
hmmz..yesterdae stayed hm..whole dae...hmmz..alermak..actualli wanted 2 go 2 grandparentz hse..den tk jadik..padahal dh siap semue seh..apa daa...den after tt sat at de comp..den sis woke up..den she say kai cantik2 nape..den i told her bout wat happen..den she say..do me a favour go get my jeans at de kedai..den at least get 2 get some fresh air kan..so went 2 get those pantz...den say dayah n her b4 gimoh if im not wrong..den walk2 den came back n all..on de way back saw herman..hehe..dulu 'gangster' nk rak ,,skg hip hop abis..hmmz..his my pri skul fwen..n 4 de ferst time he smiled at me..ahakz..well..his alwaes bullying me n stuff ..dh besar kate kan..matured mind..den got hm..den dpn comp all de way..n i was starving de whole dae until parentz came back ard 8..lucky they bought food 4 me..heheh..chicken rice..again..but tk pe asl bleh sumbat dlm mulut sudah...tok on de phone wif zyma n all..lame seh bual ..sampai mlm2 semue hehe...den oso on de comp..stupid shit de drawer pecah..den printer drop..den me kene scold..itz not lyk i purposely drop it wat kan..den after tt was pissed off..put down de phone..did my hmk 2 relief stress..den finish all..packed my back 4 skul on mondae..den called zyma backz..hehex..den tok2 bout our plan 2 go out..todae..hmmz..shit lom tanyer mak aku..hmmz...aniwaes ticketz expiry date is lyk 2dae..kalau tk burn siak..hmz..hope she understands me but conferm itz a fat hope..kanasai!!...ill b back later 2 write again..or not..aniwae..i tink it will b sumtime b4 i get 2 on de comp..n start blogging again..cuz dh start skul..haiz..lyk wat de hell..hav 2 go by de flow no matter wat..so ttz all..pape jus beep my hp..aite..cuz my hp dh ok skit...ahakz..or jus call my home..so ttz all...tc...bb...skul startz tml!!..so gd luck!!...heheh...izni.a.k.a.roni..
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Friday, June 24, 2005;
Wat a fridae
7:52 PM
wAt dae?...oh..fridae..ahakz
hmmzz..niari..ok lah.better den yesterdae..well todae..woke up at 10.30 cuz mum was n dad were lyk toking n argueing n making stupid jokez at de same time..among themselvez..tk pk kan org tido langsung tau..hmmmzz..well..so dh bangun..mum told me 2 follow her 2 hospital 2 visit tok..den i didnt know whether 2 go or not..kinda lazy..but wana go lah..can meet ppl there..**winkz**..ahakz..soo...i went 2 bathe ..den i was lazy 2 go..soo...mum was kinda pissed..n she left me n sis alone at hm..dad sent mum 2 hospital b4 going 2 werk..den i at hm..wif sis..she was asleep same case as me cuz of mum she woke up..den she ajak me g banquet 2 eat..so we siap2..ard 11 plus i tink we went out...den go tailor shop..cuz sis nk alter her sluar..den when 2 banquet..i was lyk a waitress..taking order from sis..but nvm..i ate chicken rice..hehe..so hungry sia..den part my sis nye food tt i brought 2 her..tt was prata..ahakz ...sori yer kak eva..de kuar tumpah kat her seluar..den she was lyk angry n marah2 me i was smiling didnt realli care..ahakz...den..eat3..den off we went 2 de tailor nyer tempat collected de seluar..den when back hm..den at hm i was lyk nthg 2 do..den called up a'in ard 1 plus den i was lyk her wake up call..haiyo gerl...wake up so late..ahaha..den after tt we decided 2 do hmk at jurong library..i went out of de hse at 3..sis was hm alone..ahaha..slalu nyer aku skg die..hehe..den in de bus got tiz guy bnyk2 tempat sat beside me..haiyo..bau rokok kuat plak 2..mak oi..i was lyk wat de hell..den i jus kept quiet..den he look at me smile2..den i jus acted tk nmpk..den he turn 2 de other side den i saw his ang kong..ahaha...aru uat beb..de color so fresh...den lucky de destinaton i was going had reached..den i alight..he was behind me..den i went down de bus he oso did...den i jus chill walk slow2..den he walk up 2 me n waved..den he disappeared..cuz i didnt care where he went..hehe..den called a'in using de public phone...haiyo so embarassing sia..all cuz of my busted hp!!...den i met a'in..hehe..she alwaes wear sumting tt makez me go woah!!...heheeh..she was wearing tiz adidas dress..so nice..!!!...adidas!!..den i was asking her so many questions bout it..hehe..n wat was i wearing?..i wore..jeanz..my white t-shirt tt my sis gave me yesterdae..n my shoez(the cute onez)..heheh..den my file..body glove hand bag...my gelang..(made of beads)..n my LV watch..so simple!!!...but she was so nice!!!...eheheh..den we headed of 2 do hmk in de library..den sis called up 2 ask me 2 cum hm ard 7 plus....cuz she wants 2 go outz..den i came hm..bought lighter sis kirim..n used my money tt was suppose 4 me 2 top up my ez link!!!..haiz..pay me back aite!!..den bid gd bye 2 a'in cuz she took de train i i took de buz..ahakz...in de bus met sofia n her bf,...hehe..cute2!!..den dh sampai umah..nthg 2 do..on de comp..den sis left already..haiz..so bored..now listening 2 sum songz..n chatting..so ttz all..wana call atoy(my fwen) 4 awhile..bout yesterdae....haiz..leceh lah 2 anak..kanasai..btol..so ill end here!!..bb..tc..aniting jus tok2 2 me in msn aite..hehe...
toodless~~
izni.a.k.a.roni...
♥somewhere
Thursday, June 23, 2005;
sameting..bluekz
1:36 PM
-ToDaE-..cUm yEsTeRdAe-Yesterdae same ting..off de comp so early..nasib niari leh kai..tapi conferm nanti kene of cpt..haiz..mepek siak..no freedom even in de house!!...fuck lah..but wat de hell no body tinkz bout me at hm..den..smlm ibu scolded me cuz de comp hang time nk off..padahal tk hang..ayah asl bleh kentot..he doesnt know..can off already part der Windowz 98 nyer bende 2..stupid ass..den ibu scolded me..i jus on my discman den listen 2 sum songz..n she scolded me i jus buat bdh acted 2 sleep..den she cabot my earpiece..now satu part dh rosak..dono y all my tingz org kene jahanam kan..haiz..den 2 part dh bingit..i look at my mum..den i jus gave her tt stare..haha..den she look at me n say tgk2 org mate besar2..den i smile..cuz i cannot tahan her face so funni when she is angry..den i burst out in laughter..n insulted..her..hehe..den she felt tt she marah pun tk gune..den she went out of my room..dh kalah..pastu she came back..2nd stike..hehe..she marah2 den i jus lyk say.."per2?...tk dgr..ckp kuat sikit.."den she so fed up she gave me one slap..n pinch my cheeckz so many timez..i know my cheeckz r cute n nice 2 pinch but ber limit skit uh..btol tk?...haha...i took it all a joke cuz wad de hell small tingz pon marah2..mepek!!..ahakz..den after tt..wan 2 msg canot..busted hp..den..dgr2 lagu..day dream..a lil bit..here n there..den terlelap..haha...Todae bngun pastu my mum scolded me..nk step tk nak kalah..den she wake me up marah2 skali..den she did sumting-der lah -censored-!!..own privacy skit tk bleh blang org.malu kiter..hehe..den i was all moody at tt point when i was hm..sengaje took my own time 2 get ready 2 go skul.den went out of de hse at 8.30 when my mathz remedial is at 8.30 haha..den todae i wore my sis nyer MJ 2 skul..sori kak eve..hehe..i wanted 2 wear tt shoe 2 skul ever since mondae..cuz mum would get me a new pair of skul shoes..sheesh!!!...kasut dh rabak pon tk nk beli kan baru..den i wore tt shoe..i felt lyk a pri skul student.hehe..den off 2 skul..walk slow2..den beli air kat bwh blok..got discout..hehe..alwayz lyk tt..hehe..den walk 2 skul takes lyk 5-10 minz..but it took me almost abt lyk 20 mins or 25 mins lyk tt..haha..den i walk..got bdk2 bikerz..shit lah..i jus mind my own biznes..n they kept on cycling ard me lyk tt..i jus buat bdh..haha.they kinda cute..but wat de hell..who cares..muke cantik tk bwk ke maner..pagi2 bute dh smgat naek basikal semue..mak oi..tido kat umah lagik shiok..hehe..den i walk2 2 skul..den msk gate..so happi bdk ncc tk der cuz they went 2 pasir ris..kurus smgat..hehe..den i saw sum rude gerl sitting my skul kat bench,..obvious my skulmatez..lyk so mepek lyk. tt..den they gave me one look..den saw adeline wif them n i smiled at her n so she did tt 2 me back..but her fwen were lyk alamak die kenal kwn ku..hehe..den i jus walk off..they were lyk looking at de pair of shoez i wore..hehe..but hey..im jus wearing tt cuz i dun hav ani other pair of shoe..is not lyk as if im a rudie or wat so ever stupid shit ryte..!!..den msk klas..at ard 8.55..everyone looked at me..n i jus smiled ..n my class sum of them were lyk.."izni2..tsk3"...heheh den i went 2 my sit..n start making noise seeing ain there..mesti lah bual2 kate jumpe kwn per...hehe..den i was blur didnt knw wat teacher was teaching..but jus continued..try werk out de questionz..n i was on de same track wif de rest..pastu ard 9.30 lyk tt i started 2 switch off cuz so damn sleepy..even mdm aliza said i really was looking very distracted..den she said try 2 concentrate n all...den i tried..sambil listen 2 my discman..hehe..den she came up 2 me 2 check out on me..den she saw my shoez..den she say veri nice n cute heheh..kembang 4 a moment..hehe..den she say skul do approve tt kinda shoe..i was shocked..den she say ferst dae of skul pakai uh..den i was lyk mesti punyer lah..den a'in was all lyk giggling all de way..den she say cute2..den mdm aliza was lyk..mcm bdk kindergarden gituk..i was lyk,.mesti lah,.kiter kan bdk lagik..tk salah lagik pon kai ksut cam 2 den mdm aliza smiled..heheh..after mathz remedial..suppose 2 hav tt council meeting shit..since we lyk had 1 hr b4 de ting start..me a'in n imran decided 2 eat kat mac..sambil mam..azahar n azhar came..hehe..name akn2 samer..hehe..style2...den we tolk3..den azahar said de ting was canceled..n i was so damn happi..den azhar when off 2 smoke..n de rest of us sat there n tolk2 bout de council we had de other dae..n bout de hantu2 ting..we saw..heheh...den after tt..azhar came back..n we bid gd byez..n me n a'in went hm 2gether..a'in send me until bus stop den she took de bus hm..i walk 2 my block..den at hm..sis is hm..den she woke up cuz got phone call.den she cooked sum food ..n some food 4 me 2..hehe..den now i write tiz blog entry..bla3..help my fwen 2 edit de pic in his blog since i offered 2 help..nthg else 2 do..mayb later call..zyma..n a'in..wana go out wif a'in lah..but tk der cen..nvm..ill try 2 go out ..hehe..sick of hm..but itz lyk oni a MAYBE im going out..haiz!!!!..asshole btol...so ttz all..hmmz.z...later mlm den i blog again..so chowz!!..
toddless~izni.a.k.a.roni..
♥somewhere
Wednesday, June 22, 2005;
-SoNgZ UpDaTe-
9:04 PM
hey guyz..sori yar!!...i kept on changing de songz..hehe..List of de songz i hav put up!!--Tempted To Touch
-Tamale
-Tainted Love
-Terpesona(currently)Tis song im putting up now is a malay song..jus enjoy it even if u dun understand sum partz of it cuz itz a nice relaxing type of song..Gerhana Ska Cinta beb!!..hehehe..ska band mah..so..jus enjoy..n skank following de rythem of de song..!!...aite!!...tc!!..
tooddleez..~izni.a.k.a.roni..
♥somewhere
;
-ReSt iN pEaCe hP-..hehe
7:31 PM
--ReSt in pEaCe Hp--Hp ku dh rosak..itz spoilt..!!...aGGgrrrhhh!!..but y cry over spilled milk btol tk?..so jus ferget bout it lah..biar lah 2 hp mcm gituk..looking at de bright side hope i get a new hp aniwaE!!..hmmzz...so peepz out there..my hp tk leh kai already..so i cannot msg u guyz unless im hm..k?...so jus call my hommiez..if u can aite..Sori bout yesterdae ..disturbance n all..such disgrace sia..sori again yar amy..lucky he understandz bout watz happening ard my hse. n wat made my hp sampai gituk..hmmzz...oni u know man..so keep it 2 urself aite....hehe,,...hmmmzz...tis week..atau bleh d kater kan ever since tok msk hospital..i hav been hm alone alot..momz not hm cuz g goes 2 hospitalhehe..sis..outz mcm biase..dad kerje..kinda fun..but yet boring..nvm lah..jus hope tt daez will pass n everyting would b over n done soon!!!..Jus now..when i was out..went 2 remedial..as usual..mcm film star dtg lambat2..hehe..but not tt late..my class gd class..so itz lyk everyone is punctual..tt kinda stuff..den..remedial is lyk fun..i dono y..been so attentive in class 2..hehe..n tadik mdm aliza lyk praise me alot cuz of de gd tingz i did 4 mathz..hhheheehhahah..kembang2!!...went straight 2 band after remedial..den NCC got camp..saw my ex..ban..n adanan..hehe..adanan..called out 2 me but i jus buat bdh cuz going into band room..hehe..den went 2 wash mouthpiece..den de ncc nyer bdk kacau2..2 part i didnt lyk n me athirah n shu ying..kept on cursing2 them..hehe..den..in band room..got test..den i played dem badly but see lah nervous sia..play solo dpt bdk2 semue..den i was lyk making jokes all de way..hehe..den mr hoe..said 2 me personally tt i was good n everyting..bla3..onni nervous..hehe..kinda happi hearing tt..den went 2 lunch wif athirah at banquet..i ate laksa..n she aite chicken rice..hehe..so hungry..!!...hehe..den went back 2 skul..den practice3..den got one conductor..came..mr ng tk salah..den brass section went under his training..ferst time see him so fierce,..haha..padan muke bdk sec one 2..aku mrh ckp aku kerek..skg dh kene mrh ngan conductor..peh malu!!..haha!!..den..hmmz..practice3..n qilian made sum dealz wif me..hehe..den had combine..wif de windz.n band ended at 5..soo fun siak band jus now..n ill never ferget tiz phrase my conductor made fun of de christianz..hhehe..but cant help it.."Praise de god damn lord ..haleluya..!!.."--den i ferget sum partz of it..heheh..den went hm alone..ppl at 'void deck park'..kacau2 me...fuck them uh..i jus buat bdh acted tk dgr..step dgr discman minding my own biznez n drinking bubble tea..hehe..den got hm..msg atoy 2 tell him bout my hp..if not my inbox would b damn flooded wif his msges..sheeshh!!..told him i was lazy 2 msg him psl ngah penat lagik pon..hehe..sis was hm 2..den pastu..she went out..den now..helping my fwen wif de blog tingy..n chattiing..n writing tiz entry..since im ruling de hse..!!..hehe..lagu mcm lyk as if im at a real live gig..hehe..so tt all..till here..ill write one entry if wan 2 later..im changing song uh.cuz blog ngan lagu tk kene..soo..tooddleezz..tag my blog 4 those who readz my blog..aper gune msk org nyer blog beh tk ckp pape comment..buang current jer kan!!...hehe..tag!!..tag!!..tag!!..toodllezzz~izni.a.k.a.roni...
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005;
-JuS another simple dae-
3:40 PM
SmLm nyer haL----...
Soo...happi using de comp..whole.dae..finding template 4 my blog..tolked 2 zyma on de phone..my ex msg me..not 2 say tt i hate it watsoever..but try get a life lah plz lah...
Sumting 2 say bout yesterdae 2..so sad...was blogging..n chatting wif amy on net..den so shiok2.den parentz came back hm..den ayah was lyk stop using de comp..wat shit...den i off wifout even telling amy..den lyk feel so guilty bout myself..cuz itz lyk alwayz toking 2 amy tt tiz kinda ting will happen..i hope he understandz my situation..i didnt do it on purpose..SORI AMY....hmmzz..den msg him..he didnt repli...oso dono y..alwayz lyk he will repli using de comp..but dh tk skg nie tk tau kenape..seemz lyk die dun botherz bout all tiz tingz now..------tOdAe----wee..tis ting startz 2 get more n more addictive..ahakz..well actualli dh godek2 nie bende best jgk but onni wif skillz jer bleh buat..hehehe..aniwae..after yesterdae..n changing templatez for lyk dono how many countless timez..den finally found one satisfying one..But watever..todae is lyk de same ting again...over n over..Go remedial..had fun there.ahakz..who thought remedialz would b fun..hehe..mY hp rang cuz Aye called..stupid me ferget 2 silent it..den my ringtone was lyk 'doraemon'..hehe..den everyone was lyk hanphone2..i jus sat there n listen 2 my discman..heheh..
Mdm Aliza didnt realli bother cuz she knowz my type of ppl..hehe..alwayz got tingz 2 distract myself wif..Lyke taking photoz here n there..hehe..den after mathz remedial..went 2 band..so shocked 2 see onli suhaila n lukman there..iskandar n qilian<--..i know she didnt cum..--> den iskandar went 2 de monitorz camp..stupid mr lawrence..eheh..but i was a pain in his ass when he tought me history last yr..until had 2 change teacher!!...haha...but dono y every yr history is lyk such easy subject but de teacherz i jus cant tolerate lyk tiz yr itz Mdm Usha..hehehe..n specking of tt teacher..saw her on de wae back hm after band jus now..n she was giving me tiz look..haha...den i took out lyk some of my money during band 2 pay 4 de band fund 4 de junior of mine n de one who fergetz..lyk wat de hell..simple tingz oso canot remember..haiyo!!...den after band when 2 lepak2 wif athirah at de void deck eating some food cuz she was hungry..but i ate more den her...hahah1!!!...den after tt bought bubble tea..n went our separate wayz back hm...sampai umah..tros on comp..since nthg 2 do..mayb later go see tok..at hospital..at NUH..haiz..kesian him alot..y r ppl so blind on de road sumtimez.haiz..aniwaez..if u notice every of my entry will hav my face heheh...jus edited tt todae..well..gona call Nizal soon..nthg 2 do..bual jap ngan dier..Since oso atoy not free..haiz..wat seh..suddenly his lyk all bz...but nvm..so ttz it mayb later at nite ill blog..ttz all 4 now...i wrote so much!!...hehehe
izni.a.k.a.roni...
♥somewhere
Sunday, June 19, 2005;
Ferst time..how 2 use???...heheeh...
10:58 PM
wee~~...ferst time using tis ting actualli got use b4 but tk menjadi beb..im still clueless using tis ting here..hmmzz...aniwaez..i tries my best 2 improve n improve..even got some ppl help me..----tHankZ ya bubul...heheh,,,wat else..dono wa 2 type..hope u would lyk my blog ..appreciate it k?...cuz im jus a ferst timer..n it takes time 2 get a hang of it..so ttz all...*cheerz beerz* ....izni.a.k.a.roni...
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