Monday, September 05, 2005;
being hurt
9:44 PM
-.?BeIng hUrt?.-
People hav been irritating..ppl hav been ruining my life my studies..hey i nOe i did stupid stuff but hey set tt aside..watz wif ppl..how i wish i was one of de kental2 gerlz in skull..who would oni care abt studying..damn it..i dowan 2 be in all tiz caught up werld..n b in all de scene..yy?..life isnt abt guyz..shit..sial..best uh..name2 drg semue start frem a eh..haha!..beginning of de yr..Amir..pastu Atoy..pastu skarang hmm..ade lah 2 manusia..yeah we r all fwens yar i told u we are fwen yar cuz i tried being ok wif it..yar so wat if they arent my guy nOt even oncez..but ur sweet tokz..n wat all de tiMe being close 2..mayb im not so gd at tis..mayb i jus duno how 2 express it ryte..haha..lyk wat? met sumone new n ferget de old one?..sumone else offer body n get lose de old one?..is tt guyz?..is tt how they roll?..Such a disgrace..
-My analogy-
Here is sumting i wana share 2 everyone even though u noe tiz iz de obvious..but jus realise tiz n get a clearer pic..here goes..
2 hav beauty 4 sumone elses eyes..or 2 many eyes..is a blessing but 2 take advantage of it is jus not ryte..many may lurve u for ur beauty but not 4 u..they wana b wif u cuz they wana show otherz i hav sumone tt has de lookz.u may say everyone lurves u.but u wouldnt know who actualli n truely lurve u..itz better 2 b wif de ones who doesnt hav tt beauty powers as they may so called lyk show who they r..by not hiding behind tt pretty face.Cum on peepz r lyk tiz who would wan 2 go 4 a rubbish dump..everyone wanz 2 get hold of a rose ryte..heard tiz b4 every rose has torns?..well ttz de ting tt will hurt u..cuz u wont know wats de real attitude of tt person..oh well..u tink im crap..
jus see if ur pretty walking on orchard road(refers 2 ladies)..theres sum guyz they would wan ur no. hey..ever thought of tiz?.ur not de oni one wif de pretty face tt walks on orchard road.there r many more..u'll never noe how many ladies tt that guy has actuali asked 4 their no.n also if u didnt hav tt pretty face would they wan ur no. would they even tink u existed?..i guess not ryte?..same goes 2 de guyz..gerlz lyk tt turn u down by no giving their no. bcuz of wat?..u dun hav de lookz..cuz u dun even know tt person..so all u each other noe is u look great or not.i may gone 2 far bout saying tiz but tink properly god damn it.LOOKS DONT DETERMINE HOW A PERSON IS..Think abt tiz yar?..Jus wana tell u peepz out there..dun take advantage bout wat u hav tts de looks..cuz it wouldnt last long..oh well..continue reading..itz reali up 2 u 2 believe..
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den fwens..kk ever since got lose of aidah suhaila n yanti...well..they tot me a lesson tt i shouldnt trust fwenz no matter wat..well..they changed me 2 de better i guess but mayb i wasnt ryte 4 dem..well..markz flew as all tiz took place..wat de hell m i doing?...y m i being lyk tiz?..who m i ?..i nOe im a nobody 2 everyone..i Noe im lowering down my self-esteem..but tt is wat ppl wan..well..everyone has their own limit..everyone will boil up..at a point..everyone will blow up when its time..how i wish im not wat i am todae..how i wish i never met de ppl tt ruin my life n ruin me..how i wish i was in a diff lifestyle living..how i wish..i could turn back time..how i wish de daez tt hurt me lyk todae..wont exist animore when i wake up tml..n how i wish u were wif todae so u would vanish n never existed together wif it tml n forever..Izni emo ryte?..veri emo ryte?..izni veri stupid ryte..well..tiz r werdz..actualli hah!u shud know izni..n de fire is going 2 burn till u become ashes..
mothafuckerz out there...
i burn u alive.but ferst a slow pain starting from de centre of ur god damn heart..
-Green Juliet-<-damn starting 2 hate tiz name
Let tiz name come originally..
itz me Nor Izni Binte Yazid..tts better
-Izni-
♥somewhere
