Saturday, March 17, 2007;
10:20 AM
hallu.
to everyone.
Great day?
It's only 10.22 am.It's still early.
Currently trying my best to multi-task.
LOL.
Doing english composition.While blogging.
I woke up pretty early.I woke up around 7 plus.
yes2.
Couldn't sleep after that.
Started on my homework.
And headed to my computer here.
LOL.
Did english while surfing the internet.
No wonder my english suck big time.
LOL.
Continuing on.
I msged him.He called me soon after but we talked less then five minutes.How sucky is that.
But oh well.
hrmm.
He was going out.to cut his hair.
Yes.He needs to be bald.
Anyway.i talked to him last night.
For like half an hour if i'm not mistaken.
I msged him whether we would ever be back together again.
I'm not shy to post this online.
Yes i may sound desperate.
But not for many guys.Its just for him.
People don't know what i've been through with him to a point i can't let him go that easily.
Hrmm.
Well anyway.
He kept on making me feel that since i'm single and so is he. We could both do anything we want.
Well, he kept on making me feel that i'm running after him.I hate it.It's like to him whatever if he was to do, i would still stick to him.
Please..If you start to be that way, i'll go for someone else even though how painful it is to do that.
Argh..i regret having a boyfriend to the fact that i know i'll be back in Australia end of this year.
Sucks big time.
It's like i can't fall in love with anyone.Until i'm done with school.
Well..that's true.
But oh well.
i Don't know how to explain it in words.
hrmm,
i'm starting to loose my feelings towards him.
Is it because i'm trying hard to forget him?
Because i don't think he still have feelings for me.
Anyway.I don't really care if he doesn't msg me.
I don't really care if he doesn't call me.
Oh well..Am i running away?
I feel like there is no use to wait for someone who is just toying around with you isn't it?
Oh well..
tc.I'm having my performance later.!..Hours aways!.
I can't wait to meet my trombone mates.!.We going nutty later!.
YEah!
Yanti don't be nervous you'll do great.You the best clarinetist ever.
Thank you for fetching me later.LOL.
I'm loving you!.Thanks for being there when i was reaally feeling down.
Mizah..where are you?
Anyway.
happi seventh month with yanto okay?
they've been through lots.Yet they still together.
*I ENVY THEM!*
Happy Birthday Yan.
Cheers mate!
Don't get my friend to Drunk okay?
Take care of her.If not i'll kill you!
LOL!.
Cheers!
LDL the best..LOL.
Hadii..no comments..LOL.
OK go..I just finished my english composition.
Can you believe it.I've been a medic in the school band since secondary 2.
LOL.
Okay ms hikmah i'll bring the first aid kit.=)
Yes. She told me to bring it to our performance so in any case anyone falls sick or have any minor injuries.I'll be there to help them out.
True to what Ms hikmah says.
Start to train myself.
Train what u must be wondering right?
Yes. I want to be a nurse in the future.=)
How cool right.
alright.
take care.
My mood has been great even if i'm alone.
A good sign.=)
I have no idea what's with the change in mood.LOL.
Oh well.
take care again.
cheers!
I love Mum.
I love Dad.
I love Mizah.
I love Yanti.
I love my trombone.
I love my trombone mates.
I love my digital camera.
I love Loop-De-Lye
I...errmm..Lovvvee..Hadi?..er..dunOo ehh.
LOL.
Ok stop it.
toOdLes.
-izni-
♥somewhere
