"This is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog."


1- I get angry in school all of a sudden or during the times when there's nothing bothering me.[maybe its just temper.]

2- If i don't have a boyfriend at the very moment, a girlfriend would be my substitute for me to fulfill my urges.LOL.[Don't think crap.I'll just jokingly touch their hands or i'll hug and give kisses to them.On the cheeks i mean!.LOL]

3- I tend to look at a person's mouth or nose when they talk to me.I'm not observing anything, its just me.

4- I love pinching my own bulges especially when i sit and all the bulges from my stomach are freaking obvious.LOL!

5- I tend to look at grown females and check their body whether they're hot or not and tell the people who are with me about it.

6- I love to hold and not pee when i feel like it until i have teary eyes then i'll go to the toilet.

I can't think of anymore weird stuffs.

6 people that's chosen to do this.

- Yanti

- Fad

- Didi

- Shikin

- Dee

- AiNni

LOL.i directly copied n paste everything to here from fad.LOL.
kk.copyright from fad.LOL.

I was tagged by fad by the wayy..

Entry for today.
First of all.I haven't been updating for the past few days.
Well didn't have the time to sit and blog.
Went out.On wednesday because had sports day on the following day.
Went to band and had plans with yanti to watch stomp the yard.Damn cool!
yes.I repeat Damn COOL!.highly recommended.
Farhan and Hakim tagged along.
Went to JE first because they wanted to sign up for tuition.
At Just Mathematics.
WooHoo.
I've got friends for tuition.
Some motivations.
Well.was quite crushed with what hadi said.
He told me not to put high hopes on him.
He wasn't ready for a relationship.
He doesn't want me back then.
Well i was hoping we could get back on the 25th.
He doesn't want to.
I can't force.
Had no mood for sports day the following day.
Met with tasha,mirah and husna and kecik too.
They were late.
I was early.
Even though they were late for a few minutes after i was quite pissed.
Not their fault though.
Was just me and my sucky mood.
After they arrived, went to smoke awhile.Felt relieved then.
Kecik was late.
Shook hands and we all boarded the bus to Clementi Stadium.
I wasn't talking to anyone.
They were really concerned.And they think this thing about me and hadi is really getting in my head.
Well,the mood faded away when we were all sitting and watching the race.
Yeah.Hong kah really have good athletes.LOL.
Sat with imran updated him with what had been going on with me.
Talked to yan..sebastian..LOL.
Saw fhamy.Reminded me about hadi.
So tried my best not to think about hadi.
The sun was blaring hot!
Went to JP after that to eat with those that i went to the stadium with.
Ate omelette with fried noodles.DELICIOUS!
Met with mizah at JP she finished school.I miss her.LOL.
Well i guess i just need my friends to be there for me most of the time to get over him.
Oh well.
Went home.Kecik and tasha accompanied me home.
Met fad and went to session with yat afterwards.tasha met fad for the first time and tasha said fad really look like chinese.Okay fad stop smiling okaY?.LOL.
Moving on.
Session and did some excersices that we usually do while during school band practices.LOL.i mean tought yat.LOL..Concert mistress what.
LOL.
Ate roti john..cooked by yats mum.delicious!.
Was really shy at first but i was smiling sheepishly all the way.Have no idea why.
LOL.
Head home after that.
Mum and dad nagged all the way.
Mizah came my house then.
Love her lots.
Thanks for accompanying me do my homework.
Oh yar she slept at my house to for a little while.
LOL.slept like a baby.
Yet she was snoring.LOL!..i know now.
Maybe she was tired thats why.
Anyway.Continuing on.She headed home after that.
And as soon i was home, missed call hadi but he didn't call back.
Was expecting that already.
Slept then.
Lots of messages received the next morning.LOL!
Lazy to reply.Got ready to school.Was early though.
had no mood.
Friends were concerned.
They blamed hadi for what's happening to me.
I have been falling sick easily nowadays.This been happening ever since i had that heated arguement with hadi.
Oh well.I'm stressing myself too much i guess.
Nextly.
In school was so quiet.The only time i talked was when i was to shout at someone or ask somebody about something.Went home straight after school without waiting for everyone.I had to cool myself down before i let out my anger to someone whose innocent.
Ben has been getting on my nerves.
Hasn't been much of a help though.
I'm hoping hakim.yanti.farhan and me to be close.Just thought of it anyway..don't think that would happen though.
Anyway..
Had fun at band.
Had rehearsal for speech day.
Irritated Hazwan as he was the assistant parade commander.LOL.
And i was incharged for the playing of the band.Since i was in the mood to disturb wan, i irritated him by playing songs that were different from marching steps.And the whole squad got confused and couldn't follow the timer.And they had to repeat and repeat.ALL THANKS TO ME!
LOL!.
NO GRUDGES ALRIGHT?..JUST TRYING TO SPICE THINGS UP,LOL!
I think the only time to see me happy is when i'm in band.
I love HKMB.=)
My flu.fever and headache and heartache getting worst.
to the fact that i want to go out tomorrow.And yat said we aren't performing for sundays gig.Sigh**..I already brought home the trumpet.
Damn it.
Got to know the news when i was at macdonald eating with is,yanti,fatin.Saw hafiz our senior.Talked and disturbed him a lot.!.LOL.
got free fries from yasrina too!.[our ex senior too]
LOL.thanks!
Head home.
my mood swing came back.
So i'm kind of pissed right now.
Mizah called talk to me too.
Anyway......
Yat..
fad..
mizah..
tasha..
mey..
husna..
told me to move on.
he is not worth my time.
when someone makes you unhappy, they aren't worth your time.
If they really love you, they will come back.
If someone says not have high hopes on them, in otherwards.it means forget about me and move on because i'm moving on to and i won't turn back to you.
Oh well.
hope he finds a better person, who satisfies his needs.Worth while.Tolerates him.
He says he not ready for relationship?..well.we'll see alright?
Ok.if only he could read my entries.Know how i feel.
And feel a stab on his chest.
I'll love to see that happening.
I got this from yanti by the way.
I think it reminds me of how hadi and i were when were together.
He was as sweet as what this few sentences were.

"I wanted more than just a man
I needed a friend
Someone I can talk to someone who really listens
When you touched my hand the sun got brighter then
Trusting you I closed my eyes and felt our love begin.."

He wasn't just a boyfriend.He was a best friend to me too.
I don't know why its so hard for me to forget and let him go.Sigh**.


LYRICs...Song PLAIN WHITE T's-LETS PRETEND.
If you really gotta know, I'm not doing so good.
turned out to hurt more then I thought it would.
cuz i just can't handle losing you again
but the last thing i want is to just be friends
we've been through the same thing time and time again
Let's pretend.
(Let's pretend everythings fine)
put on our fake smiles and keep wasting our time
Let's pretend we're fine
Go out in style and come home in denile
let's pretend we're fine
If you really gotta kno, I'm not doing so good.
It hurt me way more then I thought it could.
Cuz I just can't handle losing you again
but the last thing i want is to just be friends
we've been through the same thing time and time again
Let's pretend.
(Let's pretend everythings fine)
put on our fake smiles and keep wasting our time
Let's pretend we're fine
Go out in style and come home in denile
let's pretend we're fine
lie to ourselves
lie to everyone else
take anymore of this make believe romance
is killing my make believe mind
(its killing my make believe mind)
but i rather pretend we're together
then know we're apart
Let's pretend.
(Let's pretend everythings fine)
put on our fake smiles and keep wasting our time
Let's pretend we're fine
Go out in style and come home in denile
let's pretend we're fine

Anywayy...
Mey..also said i need to give some space.
Well i think i'm doing that.Lets see if it works.Thanks mey for the suggestions.=)
Didn't talk to him yesterday.Guess maybe not today either.
I'll be going out tomorrow.
Alone?.I guess.with fad if she's free.Hope mizah could tag along if she's free too.
Alright.I'm done here.
i'll update tomorrow if anything happens outside tomorrow.
Hope to see him at cityhall tomorrow.
Guess i'll be going to study first before meeting the rest.That is if they could tag along.
See you tomorrow mey.-->getting cardigen from her!.WooHoo.lovely!.
Alright.I'm running my thought too much.
Take care.
To people who reads my blog please tag!.
I want to know who reads my blog.
Thank you.
See ya'll when i see ya'll alright?
LOL.
Take care.
Toodles~
Assalammualaikum.
-iznieno
P.S.I'm still in love with you.
HeaRts HadieO MonTanA A heLL LoTs.

Izni.
18 ish.
The beach is the best place to be.
Part Time employee.
Full Time Student.
Fullest Time dedicated to sleep and party.
If one day there wasn't any food left to eat,
I'd live on Malboro Reds and Ice Lemon Tea Seasons.
& Last, I live by this quote..
Work Hard, party HARDER.