Tuesday, April 03, 2007;
8:04 PM
Hello.
Its been ages since i updated my blog.
LOL.seriously had no time with the computer.
Studying is my first priority.
Thanks to studying, i actually could finally take hadi out of my mind.
Thanks!..to studying?..err..LOL.
But the disadvantages.
Studying has caused me not to take good care of my body.Yes.!.I guess everyone in school has seen the difference in my body.!
What i mean is..I'VE PUT ON WEIGHT!.
Eating.Eating.Eating all the way.
To the fact that i'll eat to make myself happy and destress.
Chocolate makes one feel happy.
Yerps!
Adding on to the fact that there is no time to go to the gym.
Firstly, its because school ends very late!.With band and rehearsals.
I'll reach home around 6 plus or later.
What a bummer.But i have to endure just for this two weeks or so.
Secondly, after school ends, face the comp for about half an hour before mum starts to nag at me to make sure i study.
Which sucks.BIG TIME!
I'll have no mood to eat proper food then and start to study a little bit before i dose of to my dreamland.
Which i don't even dream of anything as if i'm dead to reason that i'll be awfully tired.
I'll wake up around 2am or so to complete my homework and munch on junk food because there isn't any proper food left in the house.Even if there was, I would'nt want to eat it because its to heavy and will waste time in warming the food.*yadayadayada*.
Been feeling very gloomy and frustrated always in school.Have no idea why.
Mui wei thanks for understanding.
Putting on weight sucks.To the fact that people has been saying that i'm fat.
I KNOW!.
So stop saying it.
It irritates me!
I'm starting to have pimples.I hate it.!
Feel a lot smarter ever since i started studying.LOL.
At least i know what's happening in class.LOL.
I wonder why mum isn't nagging at me for using the computer now.
And i wonder why i'm not sleepy.
ok.
thats my day.
Band Rocks!.
I hate fariz for embarrassing me.
Happy birthday hashim.is that how your name is spelled?
OK.
Been in bad terms with my parents lately.So now you guys know why i'm always eating outside and not eating home to right?
OK smart people.
LOL.
Trombone mates are we confirm going out this friday?
I love you guys.
Off to do homework.=)
Here are some sentences that i find really cool in the storybook that i'm currently reading.It's called sweat your prayers.
Honestly, i didn't know what some of the sentenses meant due to the fact my language sucks.
Thanks to Ms hikmah who cleared my doubts.=)..
Well, see if you're as dumb as me.LOL.
Joking.
"To reach the light we first have to travel into the heart of darkness.After all, isn't light created out of darkness?"
"Energy moved in waves.Waves move in patterns. Patterns move in rhythms. A human being is just that, energy, waves, patterns, rhythms. Nothing more. Nothing less. A dance."
To sweat is to pray, to make an offering of your innermost self. Sweat is holy water, prayer beads, pearls of liquid that release your past, anointing all your parts in a baptism by fire. Sweat burns karma, purifying body and soul."
"Your parents gave birth to your body, and your body is the womb of your soul. The birth of your soul is a virgin birth, one you must do on your own. It's a labor of love, and we all know labor ain't easy. If you want to give birth to your true self, you are going to have to dig deep down into that body of yours and let your soul howl."
Take care.
Toodles~
Assalamualaikum.
-Iznieno.
To hadi:-Still in love with you even though i don't have the time to contact you.
To HKMB:-It's 13 more days to SYF.Please PLEASE..Put in all your effort before this big day.
Remember our goal..IS TO GET A GOLD!
TO ME:-LOOSE WEIGHT!.STUDY HARDER!
Cheers!
♥somewhere
