Sunday, April 22, 2007;
4:41 PM
hey.
ho.
lol..
updates.
here goes.
many things have indeed happened.
Well.
fights..
crying..
being dejected...
feeling demoralised...
getting blamed..
many more.
yet..looking from the positive side.
It made me stronger in many ways.
Yes.
SYF..so what if we got a bronze.its still a gold in our hearts.
Why should we be ashamed.
We did our best.
We had last minute problems.
What do people know about what we've gone through.
And i'm proud of the band that they we stayed strong.
I'm loving HKMB.
From there we learnt much more.And appreciate each other more.
Never fail to hug or smile and say that we miss one another when we see each other in school.
Coolness right.
Examinations are indeed nearing.
I've been studying.
Yet i'm starting to get sick of it.
I know i shouldn't
I can't help it.
Been having fun.
Hadi is the only person in my way now.
Yes.
I've got to mention that.
If it isn't for him i would be the one who is cares less.
About everything and be happy and be smiling to everything that happens to me.
Yet nowadays i get mad to the slightest things.
And feel emotional and angry.
And ill start to think about him.
I can't get him out of my head.
Well.
I tried.
By returning his sweater as soon as possible.
Now.
I'm going to return him his valentine gift back.
I don't think it was a sincere present to me.
I thought he just felt bad that i bought him all those stuff.
And he wanted to return.
And the letter.
Meaningless.
Because it doesn't show anything anymore.
Everything's GONE!
People blame me for the things that i didn't commit.
Fights that i tried to help. I end up getting blamed and not appreciated.
It ok.
I don't need to feel appreciated.
At least do not blame me.okay?
I guess they know they owe me an apology.
I hate going to city hall every saturday.
Other then to study.
There isn't any point for me to go there.
Over rated malay population.
And to see his face every saturday.
It sucks.
Well.
at times to enjoy is okay.
But not often.
It will make you get adrift.
Okay?.
that's my advice.
Been in good terms with sister.
Yeahness.
Coolness.
Thanks.
I couldn't cry infront of her.
I did when i thought about what she told me.
Made me feel as though i've turned over a new leaf.
LOL
Nowadays.
I prefer being alone then going out with my peers.
I'll only spent time with them when i'm in school. Or...
i'll go out with them if they want me to help them with their chemistry and maths!
LOL.
my favourite subjects.
Yeah other then that.
sorry.
I got a date with Izni.
Mizah has been taking care of me so much.
thanks.
She like my BF.
LOL.
i'm no lesbo okay?
Well.
hadi.
I' still so into you.
Yet i don't want a boyfriend anymore.
All thanks to you.
I don't want to move on.
If i was to have a BF.
It would only be you.
Yeah.
In three days it would have been our fourth month together.
Yerps.
Well.
whatever.
Narcisscm is written all over my face.
-izni the best-
-Next comes mum-
-Next comes sis-
-Next comes Yanti and mizah-
-Hadi comes next-
-next comes yan-(mizah's bf.Don't mind)
-Finally It dad.-
okay?
ok.
Oh yeah..
not forgetting my cussin.
Hafiy=)
thats all.
Had dun with mizah.
yesterday.
She stayed over at my house for fun=)
Coolness.
Tc.
Everyone is being loved by me.!
Cheers.
Assalammualaikum
-izni-
♥somewhere
