Tuesday, April 24, 2007;
10:57 PM
I have no idea why i'm publishing a second entry today.
I'll make this quick because it's time to sleep.
As days turns into night.
My feeling for him grows.
And i dislike these feelings because i know he doesn't feel the same way towards me anymore.
And i don't use the word hate because it's to strong to use.
I have no idea why i suddenly want to post this up here.When just a few hours ago i was saying that i was almost over him.
This sucks.
Well.
I suddenly feel i'm turning back to what i used to be.
I want it to stop.
Be studious.
But yet.
Its hard.
Damn it.
I reckon andi feel that i have two personality.
One that wants to enjoy all the way.
The other which speaks for the good side to study and get away from all those thing that has been spoiling and poisoning me.
okay there goes.
Heck. I'm going to spend my days until next week alone.
So peeps in school my mood swing is back.
Not the part that will throw tantrum but the one who shuts up and doesn't speak to anyone.MIA on weekends.
I need to enjoy my fridays, saturdays and sudays alone(as usual-to reflect ya'll know) or with family.
Study okay izni?
Good girl.
Heex.
okay.
go.
thats all.
so much for a short entry huh.
i just remembered it would have been our forth month when the clock strikes 12 midnight.
should i text him up?
i reckon i should.
All the best of luck izni.
-izni
♥somewhere
