Tuesday, April 10, 2007;
7:01 PM
updates.
SYF.
in 6 days!
Oh God!
Hopefully my motivations to the band is working.
Sigh**
Hrm.
I've been giving the guys e.g.Faris,
hakim,
farhan and more a cold shoulder.
If they are to piss me off just once.
Oh god.
I just have no idea why
i'm acting this way towards them.
If usually okay when it comes to being disturbed or whatsoever.
Not anymore though.
I've been acting different.
I think the only person that i can get along with is
hazwan and
zaidi in the class i mean.
To me they talk sense.Not that the rest don't but come to think of it they think far.They talk with standard.
Hrmm.i observe people more nowadays.
Not the way they look but the way they are.Character.etc.
Honestly,
i'm kind off pissed with some of the seniors.
They aren't doing their job.
Well they do not show that they are committed.
Well even if they are putting in their effort yet come on its 6 days to
syf.So a little bit more of "intensity and committed and set good example".
tomorrow.
The lower secondary assembly we going to perform just to get ourselves ready in a way.
Won't be attending Geography lesson.And some parts of mother tongue and
POA if
i'm not mistaken.
So, this comes to show that i won't have to bring my school books tomorrow!
Okay whatever.
Lets start with
saturday.
Went out with fad,
yat(with his girlfriend) ,
ipan(with his ex girlfriend) ,
badot and
helmy.Met
adi our vocalist.He was with his
VL group.Oh yeah.
Zart and
Niz(our old vocalist.)Yes everyone was with their loved ones.
Even if they
wen't with their loved ones, they already have a partner.
Unlike me.=(
Although that kind of turn me off a little.
I still enjoyed my night with them.
Smoking was the best part after not smoking for a long long long long time.
It only took a phone call from mum to bring my mood down.
Well.head home afterwards.
Brought
hadi's sweater along hoping to bump into him.But i didn't.
Took photos.
Together with the band.Without the drummer,
penyu.
While heading home.
A fight had occurred.
Rudies.
and matreps.
I support the rudies of course.
yet some of them are so so soft hearted.
No pride.
Hrmm.
Oh well.
head home.
Took the cabby from lakeside.
At home.
Fought with the boss of the house about some lame crapp.
And i really mean fight.
Fist and fist.=)
Had a drink and send me straight to bed afterwards.
LOL.
Sunday started with a hang over.
LOL.
yeah.
To the fact i had tuition.
Hrmm.
i could study because the hang over was gone soon after i showered.Had breakfast along the way to tuition.
Yes.I've not been eating home lately.
Even if i was to eat.
It wouldn't be infront of mum and dad.
Arrived early at the tuition centre.
Tuition sucked.
Well it didn't actually.
Mr koh just wanted us to be more responsive and not just to absorb and take in information and knowledge from him.He wants us to practice and try it out ourselves.that got him mad and infuriated.
Moving on,
went to esplanade afterwards with hakim and farhan.
I wanted to go alone but they wanted to tag along.
Well.
as they wish.
Hakim pissed me off.
And i couldn't be bothered with him after that.
Did my homework at the library.
They left soon after.
After they left, half and hour or so i left to after completing my assignments.
Someone approached me asking about my music talents.
LOL.
I bet some of you guys must have been approached before right?
Well since it was still early and had nothing better to do so i entertained the stranger who interviewed me.To my surprise, she didn't even know how to spell trombone.
Oh god.
How embarrassing!
well bumped into my cussin after that.
Didn't notice it was him until he approached me first.
Impressive.
My cussin going to city hall?
Lepak2.and jam.
WoohOo.
Hopefully i have a partner in crime in the family.**
LOL.
Went home after that.
Alight at boon lay and took the bus from there.
Bumped into hakim and farhan after that LOL.they took the bus and the bus was super slow.they said.
Met my junior who plays the tuba.
Bit goodbyes and i was off.
Monday.yesterday was alright.
Speech day rehearsal was disastrous.!
A very long day indeed it was yesterday.had chemistry test.and it sucked big time.I got 18.5/30!!..the highest is 25.that is that brainy kid, brandon.Mrs chuah didnt tell us that the test had other chapters.So unfair!
Went for a jog after that.
Was i damn sweating like a pig!
Saw billy and the rest at the park where i was jogging.
remembered when i used to jog there and to lepak after that till late hours.
Oh god!.
LOL.
Talked on the phone with hadi.
One word.Frustrating.
He kept on making me feel as though i'm in contact with other guys.
E.g. badot and yan(ex)
My god!.
I'm not contacting them, okay?
Hrmm.
i don't understand this.
His my ex.yet still acting like a boyfriend.
Well he jealous and having stupid thoughts on me.what the hell.
I'm not that sort of person okay?
hrmmp!
This sucks big time!
Well.talk to him and he kept on talking about badot and yan and blablabla.
are those the only guys he knows?LOL.
what the hell.
Maybe he is the one who is in contact with other girls.
HAH!
Well.
Whatever.
School was very tiring just now.
Had band practice.
Updates on SYF?
Yes.
Victoria and Temasek secondary school got gold with honours last two years.
The got a silver this year.
There is only one gold band.Yuhua.As per usual.
One COP band.
Many bands got a bronze.
It's like a curse this year.
Many CCA and schools getting bronze as a result for competitions!.
I'm scared.!
By the way.
Yesterday The band was very united!..I'm LOVING HKMB!
TODAY THE TROMBONISTS WERE VERY HARDWORKING.KEEP IT UP!
LETS GET ACHIEVE FOR A GOLD okay?
YEAH!.
Been doing my homework lately and i'm really free today!.No homework!.
I'm loving it.
I'm very very happy right now.
Okay.Anything give me a buzz to my home okay?
i haven't top up my credit lah!.
LOL
okay.
Good luck Pei Cai for your SYF tomorrow!
That's all.
Take care
cheers!
Assalammualaikum=)
-izni
P.S. To Fad.I know why you are feeling that way.It is a normal feeling.It's okay to "hate" that girl.It's like that.At first you hate the person because she is still loved by the person you once loved.With time, the hatred grows.To a point you really do not like her.What more if you were to see her face!.Sheesh!.so don't worry okay?..Or second possibility.You still not satisfied that he still wants her and she was the problem between the both of you.And maybe there is a slight jealousy towards her.Think positive.You moved on.Found a much much better person.Who is much much much more worth of you time. To me your current boyfriend is better.Stick to him okay?.Don't think to much about other people.Don't pay attention to other people out there.It may affect your relationship.Because to me when you are in a relationship, the world is been you and him.No one else.And everything would be perfect.I wish you and your boyfriend last long okay?.Coolness.=).
P.S.Hadi i love you.
P.S.Mizah i'm missing you..Can't wait till saturday.=)
IZNI GO AND STUDY!!
♥somewhere
