Updates.
People2.
please check out my exits.There is a link called eveclothings.
Please check it out.
The clothes sold are pretty cool.
I'm just trying to promote the website.Well if you are trying to find new and cheap clothes do check out the website.
okay?
It's just a click away so don't be lazy to check it out.move your fingers.!
Okay let's move on.
Updates.
What has happened currently.
let see.
Oh yeah.
Mey cut my hair for me yesterday and i love it.Its freaking cool and vouge!
It feels so me.
Then that bob hairstyle of mine i used to have.
CLAP FOR MEY.
She cuts damn well!
Other then that.went to changi at night.
With family.
The ria mistery jam 12.is really cocky.LOL.It's not really that hair-raising type of thing.
What else.
Oh.stayed home the whole day today.
Slept.
For the whole day.
Went for a jog in the late afternoon.
Happy birthday to Zana.
Sorry i couldn't make it.
I had some issues.
I reckon i had too much of rest already.
Tomorrow since i've got no plans, i guess i'm going to stay home and study, do revision and go for a jog in the late afternoons.
I just feel that my bulges are too much and i need to cut down some weight here!
Hopefully by the end of the june holidays my weight will go down to what i want.
And also study.
That's what i plan to do during the holidays.
i'll go out once in awhile.
To the beach or something like that.
okay.that's all.
Oh and i can only meet kai in the mornings now.
damn.nevermind it's okay.
mizah, mey, tasha, kecik and yanti they are the best.
i love them.
I WANT TO GET MY EYEBROW, MY NOSE AND MY LOWER LIP PIERCED!
I DON'T CARE!
BY THE END OF THE HOLIDAYS.
I'LL LOOSE WEIGHT.
I'LL HAVE MORE PIERCINGS.
I'LL BE MORE BRAINY AND READY FOR O'LEVEL.
that's all.
tc.
cheers!
-izni

fucking cool trombone.first time i come across a trombone with so many colours on it.

updates.
hello to people.
it's been days since i last updated my blog.
yeaha.
so here goes.
currently feeling lethargic!
wooh!
walked non-stop from J.E. to home plus lots of turns from one place to another.
So it's further then you think it is.
Not only was my legs tired from walking so was my mouth.
Didn't stop talking and laughing too!
gosh.
Had lots of fun with zaidi, wan, yanti, khairul and jun liang.
Went to jun liang's place to play pool.
okay coolness.
i can play pool now.
with practice ill be better.
hopefully better than zaidi?
LOL.(fat hope!)
Went to eat after that at the entertainment with zaidi, wan, khairul and yanti.
Had trouble deciding what we wanted to ate.
LOL.
LJS was our option in the end.
We talked and talked.
uptil late afternoon before making a move.
Zaidi wanted to buy contact lenses.
Since he was late for the appointment at his place.
He walked with us(me n yanti) to our place.
LOL.
taught zaidi how to wear contact lenses after that.
was funny.
LOL.
handicap toilet.
Good idea izni.!
LOL
tomorrow dnt students.
be dazzled by zaidi's new look.
LOL.
had mt o'level paper.
not bad.
not that hard.
okay other then that nothing much.
went to CS gig.
FUN!
COOLNESS!
well..had fun with LDL as well.
everyone was there except for adi and zart.didn't get to see damn.
oh i miss adi and his afro hair.!..eerrrmm..his botak now!.hint2.
lol.
only stayed for the first show. couldn't stay longer due to o
level on the following monday that is today.
oh yeah.went to kai's house before that.fad tagged along.
fad kecoh kan?
lots of vulgar huh with him.
oh well.
standard.
okay.
that's all.
so cheers everyone.
have fun holiday-ing.=)
-izni

Hey.
updates.
i deleted my most recent entry.
i reckon it was too much of a personal attack to some people.
Nevertheless it shouldn't be posted.
To much revealed.
Oh well.
I feel very deprived.
Depressed.
Demoralised.
Triple D!
teehee.
Anyway.
I guess i have a high standard when it comes to expectations towards flingers.
But now.
i guess i'm feeling this way because i lost the person i was deeply in love with before this.
So when i get someone new, i'll cling on to them.
But then.
Not that dude because i'll just be breaking my heart even more.
He got so many girls flinging with him.
I'm making myself suffer.Which sucks.When i'm just flinging and i DON'T want to have boyfriends until i'm 18.
But this feelings just keeps making me feel down.
At times.
I feel that i really hate all guys.
Exept those from my school that is.
They are cool.
I mean they're different from other guys out there.
Well to me because i can be straight forward to them if they are nonsensical with their love life.
Teehee.
I do advice them.
Well my advice are neutral not siding guys or the girls.
So yerps.
I helped some people...n i feel like a love doctor the one who cures those that were being spitted on,pushes a person to be more confident when he/she is afraid to face the other party or clueless on what to do, help those who are confused with their feelings and obviously reprimands those who toy around with the other party's feelings.Cool ey?
Oh yeah..not forgetting those who have relationship problems.
Always have a postive mind towards your relationship.Because if you think negatively, it will simply show that you would want the relationship to end.
Forget EGO!
This word will always make a relationship fail to last long.
When you don't give in.You will never solve the problem.
Let it go and move along happily.
Okay..why am i typing all this?
I'm suppose to tell people about my day and all!
teehee.
Anyway, i don't wish to have feelings for that particular someone.
It's useless.
Just a friend is cool enough.
Gosh.
I can help people with their love life.
But i can't help myself.
IZNI, APPLY IT TO YOURSELF.
teehee.
I guess i shouldn't be thinking about all this for now,right.?
It's just making me feel bad.
And it isn't healthy for me.
Izni.
Make another promise to yourself please.....
1) Do not have a boyfriend until you're 18.
2) If the boy has a girlfriend don't hesitate to let him go because it's useless.
Think how the girlfriend may feel then.She will be more heartbroken than you.
3) Do not get to know guys for now till you're 18.In other words, do not accept when guys want
to get to know you.
4) Always make it a priority that you're friends are far more important to those dudes out
there.
5) Never get distracted with guys when you're studying.
6) Don't feel down or angry when it comes to all these guys.
You shouldn't feel that way when he is not officially your boyfriend.He may just be a flinger.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Izni you must be strong. Just like before. Be more confident.
Don't matter if they are not on to you.Who cares. Why bother.
Why hurt yourself. You got so many people who loves you and appreciates you as the way you are.
So smile.=)
For now, i hope that someone is loyal.To those who knows about this, then you would understand what i'm talking about.
As i was saying.Just be loyal to that someone.Don't matter that person is a flinger.He isn't your boyfriend.
If that person isn't loyal to you, then you don't have to be loyal to that person anymore, okay?
Don't be sad then.It is best if you stay neutral to all cause just like before.Remember who you are to that person. You're not more that what you are.HE IS NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND.
okay.
that's all.
I felt loved in school just now.
The company by everyone was pleasant.
Thank you.
To my 10 people who i'm close with.
Thank you.
teehee.
okay that's all.=)
smile always.
cheers.
study hard.
pray hard.
stay healthy.
have fun.
take care.
God bless.
-izni

Hey.
updates.
well there is nothing to update.
hrm.
teehhee.
school been great.
results kind of suck a little bit.
Okay.
thats all.
hrm.
sorry if my entry suck.
Seriously nothing interesting has come up.
Oh yeah.
Please do support Comic Strip on the 26th Of May.(Esplanade)
Please visit my sister's blog as well.
She is selling off her clothes and needs buyers.
Damn cool clothes.
And more to come.
http://eveclothings.blogspot.com
okay that's the link.
Oh cheers to tasha.
Hehe.
Happy birthday to Zaidi. (Please tag after reading my blog please.)
Thanks for saying that me and yanti your closest buddies?Tehee.
Felt honoured for a minute there.LOL.
Sorry wasn't able to turn up at your birthday party.
Hope the cookies will do?
Happy advanced birthday to that girl.
Hehe.
Suaidah.
Oh yeah..
darling..L-O-V-E.?
We'll sing it together during MT class again.
hehe.
That's all.
Cheers to everyone.
Oh yarh to kai.
Cheers to you to mate.*eyebrow thingy*
hehe.
I'm talking crap.
I'm like writing all this making people confuse right and wonder what on earth i'm talking about right.
Never mind.
Those who know.
Then good for you.
Those who don't.
It's okay.....
hehe.
That's all.
Cheers!
Take care!
-izni=)
P.S.I've moved on.But i kind of miss you.That's all.By the way, you showed me not to like guys anymore which is damn coolness for me right now.cheers to hadi.!*This isn't sarcasm *=)
-Mizah
-Aisha
-Mey
-Tasha
-Yanti
-Fad
-Mui Wei
-Zaidi
-Fariz
-Khairul
-Shamir
-Hazwan
-Imran(Graduation night partner.teehee)
Not in any order..
But i think you guys are the best i ever had cheers!.Sorry if i happen to miss anybody out.=)

Hey
EXAMINATION PERIOD IS OVER!
YEAHAH!
=)
i'm loving it.
hey to all peeps.
hehe.
My day was fun.
Went to queensway with tasha.
Tomorrow going to spend my day at mey's place.
Movie marathon.
Since 4B isn't going to have one.
We'll be making our own.
yeaha.
hehee.
hrmm.
what else.
oh yeah.
there was a small kid in the bus.
Cute!
But he turned un-cute when he hit my head.
Arghh.
Wanted to bite his hand off.
But laughter made me forget all about it.
Made plans with fariz this saturday.
Coolness right?
Yeah!.
We going out to town i guess.
He is NOT my boyfriend.
But my close guy friend since secondary 1.
So yeah.
We been in the same class through out our lifes in hong kah.
Wonder how is it going to turn out.
Hopefully fun.
Anyways.
My hair can be accepted in school!.
I guess i'm going to take it out only when it's freaking messy.
I want to go to town and all on saturday with my afro head.
So yerpS!
i'll take out my conrows on saturday.
I got 46/70 for malay paper 1.
45/70 for malay paper 2.
Is that okay?
Mum says its pretty bad.
Oh well.
Everything's going fine for me now.
No problems.
Studies and enjoy is what i'll do now.
Maybe he still in my mind.
But not as strong anymore.
Besides, i'll only think about relationship when i've reached 18.=)
Single and narcissism is all in me right now.
tomorrow going to crash at mey's place.
We'll have fun for sure.
I'm loving my conrows!
Okay that's all.
I don't have anything new in life.
Oh yeah!
i do.
Since mum doesn't allow me to go to australia on my own and to spend my days at Jen's place.
To think of it, it maybe what mum says is kind of true.
I may trouble her a lot.
To the fact she has school and all.
So yeahh.
I'll be going to Shang Hai(China) during the holidays.
Go with my grandmother.
Return home alone.=)
Coolness ain't it?
yeahah!
Shang Hai here i comE!
that's all.
take care.
-i miss you-..just a little bit.
I love all of you guys who fill my days with laughter.
I love my family.
I love me.
My life ROCKS!
=)
Cheers!
-izni

updates.
Tomorrow is the last day of the examinations.
I have no mood for it.!
Thought of studying after tuition.
By the way..
hehe.
i scolded a middle finger to a bangla just now.
He was staring at me.
And it pissed me off.
So yeah he deserve it.
teeheeeheee.
But headed home after that.
Staring at the computer.
Listening to songs.
That's about it.
Comic strip performing on the 26th of May.
Yeaheh!
Especially to the horns sections.
GoodLuck guys.
hrmm.
now my mind is fixed on australia.
or shang hai..
=)
i miss him......
just a little bit though.
I'm into caucasian guys now!
They are hot!!!
No malay guys.
No indian guys.
No chinese guys.ermm..maybe..hehe
Caucasian guys!YES!YES!YES!
-izni

Updates.

had tons of fun!
yerps.
Saturday.....
WAS FREAKINGLY FUN!
teehee,
Went to town(FYI.i hadn't gone to orchard this year!)
Went to take neoprints after so long.Mey and tasha.
Hrmm.i feel very bad that they are always paying for my expenses when i'm out of cash..
I'm not used to it.
And i'm feeling poor!
I hate it.
Start to save up izni!
Anyways.saw my cousin there.hehe.shaminee.
coolness.talked to her a little while before moving on to the next destination.
Bought mum a cookie on stick kind of thing at famous Amos.Hehe.
For Mother's day.
It wrote i Love mum on that cookie.
Well went to esplanade as per usual after that.

Tasha had cake all over her face.
And adanan was there with us too.
It's his birthday too.
The guys gave him a piece of cake on his face too.
Huahua.
haha.
Well.
Headed off from the esplanade after that.
Saw comic strip vocalist and boyfriend, guitarist, and saxophonist.
Was confident that i would see the rest of them later on.
Comic strip..huhu..envy their band lots.
Their bonding is soo soo close with each other.
Okay..
lets just continue.
Saw hendra and sri at the memo.
They were having session!!
Coolness.
So approached hendra.
Kind of miss having sessions at admiralty though.
So he complimented my hair like alicia keys.
Wohoo.
at the same time criticised me said i looked like a minah.
the only thing that went through my mind was.
OH SHIT!NO!.I'M NOT ONE!
teehee.
Bit goodbyes to sri and hen.
headed off after that with my friends.
SOMETHING FREAKY HAPPENED!
Jo was taking a picture while opening the door of an unknow car.
The first pic wasn't cool.
So he took another.
Izat was the photograher.
When he looked back at the second photo.
There was an unknown figure/object next to jo.
It had a figure of a person!.
Freaky ain't it?!
So went off.
I headed towards the airport.
While the rest headed home.
Met family members there at the first terminal.
Ate burger king.
Too many people at swenson!
So ate burger king while we all sat at the viewing hall.
Aeroplanes fly pass.
Looked at people departuring.
I so want to go back to australia.
Can't wait.
Told mum that i want to go out of the country during june.
Not going to city hall after end of may.
yerps.
I told mum about my plan to go to australia.
Stay over at Jen's place.
teehhee.
Just need dad's approval now.
And i can go!!
Well.
another destination would be shang hai.
that one is confirm if i want to go i can.
Mum and dad would allow.
because i can stay over at aunt's place.
well everything is undecide.
Should make plans now before it's too late!
So yeahh.
Was thinking about all that while i was there.
I didn't want to head home.
I love the airport.
Tehhee.
It was mid night.
And we all headed home.
Wished mum and happy mother's day again.
Reached jurong.
Talked to aunt and all until 2 plus.
Uncle had a lot of stories to share about his army days.
teehee.
super notorious kid he was!
Head home then.
had tonnes of fun yesterday(saturday) and plus a little of today(sunday).
hehee.
ok that's all.
I wish to go to the airport on monday if possible.=)
Didn't saw that dude by the way just now.Happyness.!
Saw his friend though.
A stare and a smile that was it.
My heart was beating so fast..
Nervous.
Just for a little while.
Was okay after that..
=)
Izni try to forget him.
Get a boyfriend when you're 18.
study and enjoy for now okay?
COOLNESS.
Australia.
Australia.
Australia.
Australia.
Australia.
-izni

Hey.
halu2.
to everyone.
hrm
examinations are almost over.
one more day to go and ill be hooraying.
well.
not really.
my results are going to be disastrous to the fact that i didn't complete most of the papers.
Oh gosh.
Well i can study during holidays.
Adi(LDL) going to help me with my mathematics.Coolness huh.
Yerp2.
Thanks mate!
I did conrows!
FINALLY.
Thanks to my aunt.
Well i prefer the one she did for me when i was 14.
haha.
Long time huh since i did that hair of mine.
Yeah my hair got lots of problems.
Damn it so couldn't achieve like how she did two years back.
My hair is freaking tight.
Its pulling my scalp.
Aunt couldn't do the 3 plaits.
I mean when you plait someones hair it would be 3 strains together right. But aunt did 6 plaits.
And eight if i'm not mistaken.
Huahua.
So yerps.it's freaking tight.
I love it.
Anyway,
Going to celebrate tasha's birthday at esplanade tomorrow.
I've been going out with them lots.
As in tasha and mey.
I miss mizah.
Was happy to see her yesterday.
Wanted to give her a big hug.
But hey.
We're cool.
Cool girls don't hug.
haha.
Anyway.
So want mizah to come down to esplanade tomorrow.
Celebrate altogether.
Well.
Got my upper lip pierced again.
So i got my upper and lower lip pierced.=)
Baked cookies.For the first time ever on my own.Turned out to be freakingly delicious but out of shape.
haha.
Other than that.Hrmm.
Nothing else right.?
So yeah.
Exam period was stressful but greatness.
Because it gets me all brainy and get away from everything that has been bothering me.
By the way to that someone.
Want me to mention names?
Better not he doesn't like it.
The person who reads this and who is at guilt will know that he is the one at fault.
And to be more specific its a male okay?
Here goes.
Dude.
I can type whatever i want in my blog.
It's mine.
I have never critise someone on my blog even if i hate the person to the core.
Other than that.
Other than i didn't know that saying i love or like or telling what my heart has to let out on my blog is actually critising or saying things that aren't true.
How is that possible.
This is my online diary.
Whatever is written here is my thoughts and feelings or whatever happen to me in my life.
How can i lie about what happened or what i did.
Ridiculous.
Next time, think 1000 of times before sending me that message.
And Damn you for sending me that message while i was studying.
Wasted my time.
Also.
i don't appreciate it when someone accuses me of doing something.
To Hell with them!
First about the fight.
Next this?
What the hell.
Don't you investigate situations.?
Jumping into conclusions should be the last thing you do.
Can't you just stop with all this crap that you are pulling on to me?
It bugs me a hell lot.
I'm just distant-ing myself away from you and keeping myself quiet and yet you come by
start accusing me with all this crap?
Who is the one who is full of shit now?
Me or you?
Immature!
And everytime you accuse me you say someone told you about it.
Come on.!
Believe that person so much?
Yes that person is the one being the devil indisguise.
I'm NOT creating anything here.
I'm just minding my own business.
Letting out whatever is in my heart and mind into my blog.
And help others that are in trouble if something occurs infront of my eye.
I can't be just standing there doing nothing right?
Come On!!!!!!!!
Oh god.
Stop it with all this nonsense!
I haven't been messaging you or communicating with you.
It's a good thing for you.
No one to bother anymore.
So don't find fault with others just because you find it weird that they aren't on you anymore.
Seriously it was fun and all back in the memories.
But now.
Things change.
And i seriously hate it now!
Well whatever with that.
I've made up my mind.
Ridiculous but true.
Kill me if i'm not fulfilling what i promise to do.
I PROMISE THAT I'LL ONLY GET A BOYFRIEND WHEN I REACH THE AGE OF 18.
crazynesS?
well that's the truth.
I want to enjoy my life for now.
Maybe go on dates.
But no strings attached.
Nextly, during examination period,
there wouldn't be time for me to entertain a boyfriend.
So this year i'll be sitting for my O'level examinations.
Following year, my TEE examinations in Australia(Admissio to University).
And by then i'll be 18.
So yerp.
=)
hehe.
What else.
hrmm.
nothing more?
Errr.
yanti i miss you.
I haven't been exercising!
Mizah i miss you.
hehe.
Oh people2.
take care have fun.
Have good rest.
Enjoy..
=)
-izni

Happy advanced birthday darling.=)

okay2.
i'm blogging, i'm blogging.
LOL.
okay.
teehhee.
what can i update.
oh yes.
it was hadi's birthday yesterday.
texted him up.send him a myspace birthday wish as well.
Examinations are on and i have been seeing lots of words and numbers.
Examinations have been alright though.Not hard.
I guess the real challenge isn't there yet huh.
Monday will be having my mathematics paper 1 and chemistry.
Oh god.My hair will either be turning white or will drop off from my scalp.
teeheee.
Well must be guessing why i'm up at this time huh.
LOL.
i'm blogging.off to studying after this.
Crazy pig(giler babi) right?
Missing mizah a hell lots.feel bad that i can't return her calls or messages.
Thanks to mey.
She treats me everytime i go out with her.
Feel bad and awkward though.
But thanks anyway.
Tasha and mey, THEY ARE NUTTY!
LOL.
YEAHNESS!
hehe.
PLUS MIZAH.Would be TRIPLE yeahness!
i'm happy that all of them can get along well with each other and that we all can have fun with each other.
Fad...........i feel as though i'm losing a friend.Sigh**
Yanti my walking diary and i love her.
But haven't been spending lots of time with her.
It's okay she understands me.=)
Family cool.
School Studies examinations.COOL!.
okay.thats all.
Nothing much happening around.
Well going to esplanade to study later.
Be shocked with what i'm going to where for people who are going to see me later.
teehee.
okay2.
*I MISS HADI BADLY*
But have to push him aside.
Make studies your first priority okay izni?
GOOD.
Go study for now.
=)
cheers
-izni
P.S.thanks for taking the initiative to tag my blog okay people?=)

Izni.
18 ish.
The beach is the best place to be.
Part Time employee.
Full Time Student.
Fullest Time dedicated to sleep and party.
If one day there wasn't any food left to eat,
I'd live on Malboro Reds and Ice Lemon Tea Seasons.
& Last, I live by this quote..
Work Hard, party HARDER.