Monday, May 07, 2007;
2:24 PM
Updates.
I feel like i'm a living zombie.
I've only slept for 2 hours since yesterday.Been studying since god knows when and this is my break.Chemistry and Mathematics together one day can go make a person go nuts.!
Oh gosh.
I hope i do well in my examinations.
Going to take POA and English paper 2 tomorrow.
POA!
The rest are studying.
I don't feel like studying right now.
I've used too much of my brain juice and i'm exhausted.
What else.
hrmm.
Studies have put my mind off somethings.Which is good!
Yet it's making my head spin till it feels like falling off.
Haven't been eating right either.Which is good because i lost weight.!
Yeahaaa!
Heard that my didn't do well for English paper 1.
Oh god!
By the way.
Saturday.
Was disastrous.
I mean was happy studying with tasha and mey.
Saw hadi and everything went wrong.
He said i look arrogant.And very unfriendly.
What can i say..
It's my nature.I wouldn't want to look like a fool infront of someone who already spitted me on the floor.
Even though i have not moved on.
Yet, i should still pluck up my courage.Be more confident.
Saturday is a smoking day for me.yEaha.
yes.
i'll smoke like hell because i need to study during weekdays and put all bad habits aside.Izni a few days left.Endure!
okay.
The Heart wants to say something.....
Saw hadi's ex girlfriend pic.
She is PRETTY!
Oh god.
What am i compared to her.
Well,
what can i say.
she adds me up but she doesn't even communicate or say anyting.
I hate it when girls do that.
I love making friends with girls because its obvious i'm still on to one person.
I wouldn't be bothered by guys.
Hrmm..........
I sent a message to my walking diary.
But i send it to him.Having to know that i'm used to messaging him and typing his no.
Releasing all of me.
I guess he thinks i'm paranoid.
Well I AM!
OVER HIM THAT IS!
On saturday.
I saw this couple.
the lady is freaking pretty.
Hot, sweet.
But her partner..Is obese and isn't good looking at all.
Which comes to show that.
Love is damn freakingly blind.
It was like ugly and the beast.
Just when i thought maybe the lady want to make use of him.
I saw a ring both their hands.
They are married.
How sweet.
Even if they aren't a match for each other.
It's the heart that counts.
Well.
maybe in my case.
I'm just not good enough.
boohoo.
izni got dumbed.
Oh whatever.
As for now.
Lets just work on Self-confidence.
Asked sister out to Gelare on friday.
Yeahness.
Hopefully she can make it!
Going out on saturday.
Then go meet tasha and mey for a little while and off i'll go.
you guys don't know right.
it's my little secret.To where i enjoy my date alone.=)
Tasha birthday coming soon.
cheers!
okay.
got to go.
ill update some other day.
got to get some rest and study again!!!
-izni
i love hadi.
okay?
shut up.
Happy advanced birthday darling.=)
♥somewhere
