Updates.
okay.
had tonnes of fun yesterday and the day before.
Went to JE library to meet yanti.
Well she went there to study on her own.
So i decided to join her.
Sat at LJS to study.
Wasn't long till we lost concentration and decided to go to the gym.
Me with make up.
LOL.
oh well.
Lucky i was in proper attire.
Exchange bottoms with yanti.
She wore my long pants and i wore her PE shorts due to the fact that she was from school before that.Why would anyone wear their PE shorts out to so far right?DUHH~
Well anyway..
We excercised like nobody's business.
LOL.
saw my volunteered trainer there.LOL.
he misses me i guess.haha
well.he asked where i've been.because it's been so long since i excercised at the gym.
I'm always running on tracks though.
Not to be some athelete.Its just to loose weight.
After excercising.headed to the wash room and took tonnes of pictures before heading home.
Walked home..Was a fun day.
Chatted with some friends on MSN before i was off to bed.
AWW...chatted with twiggy..as in sister tina.LOL.
yeah.had fun chatting with her.
Oh amir too.
LOL.
HE IS GAY.
well that's good right.
So cannot have girls around him.
LOL.
izni is paranoid.
Anyways..
He read my blog.
So he knows.
But yet there isn't any chemistry.
hurhur.talked to mizah after that before sleeping.
The following day, went to band.
LOL.
they were shocked to see me.
I MISS MY JUNIORS!
I LOVE THEM!
ESPECIALLY ISKANDAR!
oh my..
lol
told him a little secret.
well that's how close we are together.=)
he is darn cool to me.the only younger dude that i'm close with.
cheers to iskandar.
Well went to meet tasha and fatin after that about band interview questions.
Mrs Pada bought some food.
LOL.
Pizza and Spegetti.
Even though i'm not a FNN student.
Since i helped out, i got FREE food.
Like zaidi said freeloaders.
Oh well.
THEY'RE FREE!
LOL.
so headed off to Sentosa after that.
Tonnes of fun.
Zaidi, Fariz and shamir had cake all over their faces after the cut-cake ceremony.
LOL.
Swim2.Eat2.
Headed home after that.
=)

Yesterday was love.
Got home.
Disastrous.
Got scolded.
Buh~
whatever.
The feeling of Sentosa was just overwhelming.Too bad parents.blueks.!
hah!
Okay.so today.
i'm going for my session at admiralty around 3 must reach there.
Dragged mizah along to follow me..hehe
Okay LDL see all of you later.!
Oh i'm ill by the way.
ARGGH!
Oh nevermind.
cheers!
pictures are up..for the gym..and sentosa i can't upload just yet.
It's in a process of being sent over from yanti.=)
cheers!
tc,!
-izni

hey ho..
updates.
currently in a very2 happy mood.LOL.
have no idea why.
didn't go out today.
Oh gosh.
I so miss the beach.
was suppose to go yesterday but was sick.
Today..mum nagged early in the morning and that shoo-ed my mood away.
Went for a jog just now just to get fresh air.
While jogging i saw the cute 'korean' teacher of mine.
He was fishing.LOL.
he was rather embarrassed when he saw me. He looked so cute yet nerdy with reading glasses.LOL.
well smiled and continued my jog.
Sat infront of the computer munching all the way.
Have nothing better to do.
Study..ermm..i'm not feeling it just yet.
Okay.
What else.
Oh i kept viewing amir's profile i have no idea why.
MY GOD!
I must be crazy.
Well anyways.
Going to have session this friday!
Woots.!i can't wait.
I love LDL.
Let's produce music.FAD!!MISS YOU LAH SEH!
BADOT! ADI! PENYU! YAT! IPAN! ZART!

LOOP-DE-LYE back in business........(sister don't tell mum..)

Oh it's fariz's birthday today.!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
heard they are going to the beach on thursday to celebrate.if that is so..maybe i'll be going.i guess.
Hurhur...currently chatting with zura and zuu.
Woohh..they're coolness.
coolness..talked as though we know each other.
Okay planning to go out with the byrds...yeahh..
girls day out.
Yeahness.
PICK A DAY!
and we'll all go out.=)
ok that's all.
take care.
byes.
cheers!
-izni
iii reecckkoonn ii llliikkee hhiimmm..dooess heee liikkeee mmee?
OOHH MMYY !!!
i miss my chicks.---MIZAH!MEY!TASHA!KECIK!YANTI!

Hey-lo.
updates.
okay lets start.
Didn't go to the beach as planned by tasha mey and kecik.
well..they did.i didn't.
i was SICK!
i had no idea why.
I've been having this headaches ever since the eyebrow piercing.
Does it have to do with the eyebrow piercing?
Hope not.
Oh gosh.
Well..i had to meet up with them.
I don't want to be a person who gives false hopes to the loved ones.
LOL.
so yeah.
As soon as i woke up in the afternoon i called them up and off i went to meet up with them at vivo.
Tasha had a tanned body.I love seeing it.
LOL.
They had a friend whom i didn't know but they called him barbecue pork.lol.
Well sat with them a little while before taking a stroll at vivo.
Had fun laughing and giggling.Oh my head was spinning.I had to control it though.
Headed off to town since there wasn't anything entertaining at vivo.
We alighted at Daugby Ghout? is that how you spell it?
Anyway.....
Walked all the way to orchard.
I love to walk so we did.
Reached orchard.
Saw aidah and amri.
Aweee..they look so sweet together.
Headed to coffee bean at wheelock place?
Is that how you spell it?
LOL.
My spelling really sucks.
LOL.
anyway.
Sat at coffee bean.
Drank pure chocolate.
and ate chocolate brownie.PLUS.bites of a strawberry cake..plus..chicken sandwich.YUMMY!
It made me bloated!..Just two course meal and i was full.
I wonder how the white people eat 6-7 courses of meal for their dinner in restaurants.!
GOSH!
We headed home at around 7.
All of us were tired.
I alight at lakeside.Walked home.
Yanti called me along the way.
Chatted with her for about an hour.
Meanwhile..........
on msn....
i chatted with horny farhan.
lol.
and amir......
yes amir..the one i use to have a crush on when i was in secondary 2?
yeahh.
oh gosh.
i couldn't believe i chatted with him.
But that was reality.
I felt awkward.even though it's like through msn.
I acted natural.
chatted with him...
All memories ran through my mind.
A quick flashback.from secondary 2 all the way up till now.
All bad moments.all happy moments.EVERYTHING.
I just stop.and stared at my computer.
Oh my.....
SO much has indeed happened and past.
*Reflecting*
Well
anyway..
Just now.
lots of people from my past.
as in really2 my past..
Those guys.
messaged me.NOT BRAGGING.
But the truth is i couldn't be bothered.
My handphone is spoiled.
So i don't know whose number it belonged to.
I'll reply "who r u?"
When they tell me who they are.
I couldn't be bothered to reply.
wonder why..
oh well..that's good anyway.
Back to amir.......
lol.(what the hell?!)
Hrmm..
i don't know why.
but i kind of miss him.
weird.
i don't want to betray bubul.she's like a sister to me.
But then again.....
I don't know why....
That feeling.
That i still like him?
i guess.
I wouldn't say the feeling i use to have is there.
That was the childish me back when i was 14.
Now.
its the new me.
I know better what's right and wrong.
For now.....
I guess it's infactuation.
How can i like LIKE a person just after one short conversation with him..
It's ridiculous.
He may already have someone else in mind..How can i just bulge in to someone elses life.
oh what crapp izni!
Then again..Oh this feels utterly weird!
-okay had fun just now.
-Tomorrow with mizah.
-Thursday with farhan and gang.
Gosh..
I'm seeing so much of SENTOSA.
Beach life.
oh what the hell.
lol.
okay that's all.
tc.
cheers!
-izni
P.S.Yanti cheer up!

Hello.
Days have been hectic.
I've been going out a lot.
Haven't opened the books to study yet.
What's happening to me?
I guess i need my time out from all those enjoyment and start to study huh.
Anything new?
Hell yes!
Eyebrow piercing.
It isn't painful AT ALL. Lip piercing is more harder to take care off.
But make sure if anyone wants to do piercing, you sterilize the pins first to avoid infections! That's an important advice.!
Thanks to tasha.=)

What's this.
There's this feeling.
In me.
I have no idea what.
But it isn't good at all.
The more i follow on to it.
The more I feel down.
Why?Why?Why?
I guess my life's perfect now.
Family..Friends..What is it?
It's down to this few friends that i feel they're the best.
Been there for me.
Well they are the ones who will get my sacrifises.
Apart from family, they will always get my sacrifises.I don't need to think twice for that.
What is it?
Oh gosh.
This is killing me.
Boyfriend?
Oh FUCK that.
I don't need that at the moment.
Boyfriends.
There're useless.!
Why should i waste my time for them.
They only give you high hopes.
They leave a scare on you that makes you feel unconfident of yourself.
It drops your self-esteem.
Because they're heartbreakers.
Why drewl on guys.
oh god.
Get a gripp!
The only guy a girl could depend on is her daddy.
I'm not saying this because i'm trying to be strong.
But i swear.
I realise this and even how empty it feels to have no boyfriend when everyone else has their own boyfriends.Well beat it.You're strong just as you are because you're standing independently alone by yourself and you're still surviving.
Not saying those who have boyfriends can't stand.
Well, they just have a little more that you don't.That is to be loved.
Well singles.you're loved too.
But it's presented in a different way.
So don't worry.
Well..i can't denie the fact that the feeling i'm currently having is the feeling of being empty inside.
But i know i have to face it.That it's better to be this way then to have a boyfriend.I'm more confident now.I have to fight this feeling.
Thank you to the people around who makes me feel occupied.
Singles...don't be bastards and bitches.
those Attached..make full use out of this relationship.


So empty yet so occupied.
Single but unavailable.
=)
cheers!
-izni.

Izni.
18 ish.
The beach is the best place to be.
Part Time employee.
Full Time Student.
Fullest Time dedicated to sleep and party.
If one day there wasn't any food left to eat,
I'd live on Malboro Reds and Ice Lemon Tea Seasons.
& Last, I live by this quote..
Work Hard, party HARDER.