Sunday, June 03, 2007;
5:16 PM
Hello.
Days have been hectic.
I've been going out a lot.
Haven't opened the books to study yet.
What's happening to me?
I guess i need my time out from all those enjoyment and start to study huh.
Anything new?
Hell yes!
Eyebrow piercing.
It isn't painful AT ALL. Lip piercing is more harder to take care off.
But make sure if anyone wants to do piercing, you
sterilize the pins first to avoid infections! That's an important advice.!Thanks to tasha.=)What's this.There's this feeling.In me.I have no idea what.But it isn't good at all.The more i follow on to it.The more I feel down.Why?Why?Why?I guess my life's perfect now.Family..Friends..What is it?It's down to this few friends that i feel they're the best.Been there for me.Well they are the ones who will get my sacrifises.Apart from family, they will always get my sacrifises.I don't need to think twice for that.What is it?Oh gosh.This is killing me.Boyfriend?Oh FUCK that.I don't need that at the moment.Boyfriends.There're useless.!Why should i waste my time for them.They only give you high hopes.They leave a scare on you that makes you feel unconfident of yourself.It drops your self-esteem.Because they're heartbreakers.Why drewl on guys.oh god.Get a gripp!The only guy a girl could depend on is her daddy.I'm not saying this because i'm trying to be strong.But i swear.I realise this and even how empty it feels to have no boyfriend when everyone else has their own boyfriends.Well beat it.You're strong just as you are because you're standing independently alone by yourself and you're still surviving.Not saying those who have boyfriends can't stand.Well, they just have a little more that you don't.That is to be loved.Well singles.you're loved too.But it's presented in a different way.So don't worry.Well..i can't denie the fact that the feeling i'm currently having is the feeling of being empty inside.But i know i have to face it.That it's better to be this way then to have a boyfriend.I'm more confident now.I have to fight this feeling.Thank you to the people around who makes me feel occupied.Singles...don't be bastards and bitches.those Attached..make full use out of this relationship.So empty yet so occupied.Single but unavailable.=)cheers!-izni.
♥somewhere
