Izni Yazid

Tuesday, October 21, 2008;

9:04 PM

I MISS MY DAD!!!
haiz......
a week can really pas that fast eyy?
haiz.felt as though was just yesterday he was here.
last week when mum n i jalan raye..
dad called to say he was on the midnite flight for that day.
Aww damn was i excited eyy.
went out every single day.
met cik jun.
went to karaoke.
people came by the house.
goshh...
everything's gone noww..
pas so fast.
i didnt talk 2 anyone in the car when sending dad to the airport.
cried when he went in....
n eva mum n i we didnt talk at all when we got home.
eva did try 2 cheer everyone up..
didnt work.
mum cried on my shoulders.so did i on hers.
it's as though loosing one leg...
i guess the family bonding has finally kicked in.
i dont know how long it's gona last.
but having one member separated from the rest.
the feeling is just unbelievable.!
My family is indeed the first priority.....
that's all i need.
yeah i do need friends but without family is just wrong!
when dad was here with us in aust.
the whole house just lits up.
everyone was laughing and happy.
tears of joy i tell ya..
never seen mum as happy as she was.
the thing that made me cry.....was on the first day dad was here.and he said to me ,"this is the first day of raye for me eyy"..hearing him say that when it's like the 3rd week of raye.? i tink
i just broke down.
haiz..
just sad man..
haizz......
this year is the most memorable year ever.=)
broke my life record.
haaa.
never in my life i cried so much.
bf carik pasal cry(now ex horr)
move here cry.
miss singapore cry.
hari raye cry
every month cry cuz dad cum den dad go back singapore.
mum sad cry
dont do well for exams cry.
haaa.
everything oso cry
soooo emotionalllll
haaa!
btw been spending lotza time with cik jun n family.
went for a jog with marie(muz)
besttt perr.
anw..
yeah been seeing lotz of muslim n muzakir and the coolest auntie, cik jun..hee.
alright tc people.
ill update soon
=)

♥somewhere

Monday, October 13, 2008;

12:53 PM

heyloo everyone
another day, another entry.

Well it's too early to be blogging right?
not much happening here.
well,
lets just update you with the itinerary for today.
GO JALAN RAYA.
=)
Going mak Julies and Cik Tipahs house.
but gona have to head up to mandurah first.
y?..
antar kakak eve's assignment larh.
long way there u know.
like an hour drive....
yeah pretty far.
well anyway.
i've been drinking lotza coke.
buh
mum hates me for drinking coke.
she says it doesnt oni make me boncet..but also decreasing the drinks stock.
heeee.
well blame coke factory for making it taste better ever time i open a new can.
haaaaa!
anyway.
saddiq n I?
i'm not quite suree..
well he says its over.
well i say.
it's better we're friends noww..
but still in contact does that make sense?
yeah it does.
ermm.
yeah..he gone to tioman.
so that's about it.
=)
i'll update later after the whole jalan raye event thingy.
Cik Jun calls me baby..Dad got to know and laughed his head off.and said, so gemok not baby babi uh this one.
MUM agreed.
izni goes"pffftttt"
hehe
tc!
=)
much love izni..
[having thoughts of changing my blog skinnn..what do u think?]

♥somewhere

Saturday, October 11, 2008;

10:34 PM

Best picture from friday.

Same curler.Different effects every day.after the fringe cut.=)

Before the fringe cut.=)

Not much differencE?Well look closer.

Have u ever wished waking up everyday with perfect hair?Every strand in place?

haha.

Just images for this entry.

Pictures are visual text.

Deal with it!

♥somewhere

;

9:51 PM

I just decided to upload all the pics of me sleeping.

hah

Got bored.

Cik Jun's shop..

Like i told u guys about afternoon drowsiness.

I really had to sleep in the train if not i would have puked all over the train.

Cheeky angie and candice had to take a photo of me sleeping.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL PHOTO WITH MIN AND ANGIE.

[nothing to do with the entry.hee]

Hey to those who actually reads.
Well today has been quite alright.
tiring i suppose.
Went for a jog with muslim and tazii..
People came around the house.
So yeahh.was home bumming around as well.
Went to tazi's place as well.
a pit stop as referred by muslim.a longgg pit stop.
They played a lil of Xbox.Drank some water and lemonade.
He got a freaking nice house!
Tomorrow is his open house.So if mum goes i'll probably go if i ain't lazy.
How did we end up jogging?
Well yesterday went out with Candice and angie to perth and detoured to some other place.
Met candices boyfriend, Jason and his mate Justin..hang out for a lil while..
Was quite alright..until jason's dog started hogging my ass.
Freaked me out.A LOT!
Met mum on the way back then headed to kedai Cik Jun.Her stuff was with mum anyway..so yeah..we waited at Cik Jun's kedai for hourrssss.
But was alright.Entertained by her stories which made me emotional[just some of em'..]
Talked to Kasha because he was there as well to pick his mom up.
Not that i usually talk 2 kasha.I never do actually..
It's usually just the smile and the waves.
So yeah he sat next to me cuz mum usually help cik jun in the kitchen.
Started having small talks.
He is quite alright.
Bit goodbyes when it was like 9++
Mum drop cik Jun at her place in maddington.
as per usual..
The karaoke was blasting from inside.
Carried Cik Juns Stuff from the boot of the car.
The door opened with a welcoming smile from muslim.[new hair cut]
dropped off their stuff.The insist we should stay but..nehh.
Was too late alreadyy.
Muslim walked mum and i to the car.gave me a sibling type of hug and talked a lil and off we went home.
Got home, i texted Muslim.
telling him that's my no.
text on some random stuff.
Kept asking me what i was doing tomorrow.
So i told him im up for a jog.
asked him to tag along with muzakir if he wanted to.
He told me to wake him up at 9.30..but by 8.30 he called me this morning..saying he'll arrive at my place around 9..pffttt..Like a flash i had a shower and got ready by then.
He came with tazi around 9.15.
we went off..
planned to take two laps.
From my place to kelmscott senior high school.back to armadale.
BUT...ended up to kelmscott and back..[as said pit stop at tazi's place]
didnt thought it was pretty farr..and my stamina level has indeed gone down..
I got pissed off with myself actually.from being healthy with all the running i did in singapore all around jurong.to this kinda crapp..
can't even run from one street to the other.
The boys laughed at me.
Mum too.
pfftt.
Didnt really mind.
I knew it was coming.
Muslim invited me to the beach after that..
but nehh
was too tired.!
so that was the story for friday and saturday...
buhhh
ive been having this tendency to sleep really late, wake up really early, afternoon drowsiness.
make it stop eyy.
OKay that is it.
Selamat hari rayeeee..........
[another jog tomorrow morning.!IT'S A MUST!!!!!]
tc
=)
-izni

♥somewhere

Tuesday, October 07, 2008;

12:26 PM

Selamat Hari Raya.!

Fat Assss...[Don't really cAre]

One Day Straight Hair One Day Curly hair.
Nice right?
I curled it myself tauu.

Anyway..Went to Cik Juns how yesterday.as said in the previous entry.
So yeah went there after magrib.
Wanted to curl my hair but time didnt allow.
So i jus straightened my fringe and wore High heels with baju kebaye.=)
hehehe.
Finally!! Hari Raye.
For ages sey i wait to celebrate hari raye.
At Cik Juns Place:
Waited and sat there for ages.Yarh i don't have many malay friends here, in aussie.
So yeah, talk 2 some people here and there.

Aniqsha was there.Just smiled to her didnt talk or hang out together.she with her family.i'll be an outsider if i hang around her anyway.
So eventually i sat one side to watch makciks karoake.
buh~ because my mum was helping cik Jun around the house.
Towards the end it got better.
Saw my malay teacher from kelmscott.
He teach accounting.Doesn't teach me but i know he teaches the school i go to.
Yeah his nice.
Did talk 2 him for a little bit.
He went back with his little brother after that. So muslim and i walked them out to his car.
OH HE GOT A SWEET RIDE!
So mum and i were like the last people to leave the place.
Watched sinar lebaran [the one that you guys watch on suria during malam raya.]
yeah it's on some malaysian channel.Cik Juns place has got connection.
Well anyway...
so i spent most of my time hanging around with muslim.
MY GOD THAT KID CAN REALLY EAT.
so yeah we talked and talked and muzakir was on msn with his girlfriend.so yeah didnt talk much with him.
Also because none of em' were wearing baju raye and it slipped my mind to take photos. I don't have any photos from last nights event.
MUM SANG AT CIK JUNS HOUSE!!

MY GODDD!!..SHE KARAOKEED!!

haha.JOKE OF THE YEAR.

should have taken a video.

[as per usual she sang as though she is catching up the music.hehe]

So the day ended peacefully.
Sad news came later..
Dad can't make it here..
He suppose to celebrate raye after i finish my exams.
But he couldn't come due to work.
I pity mum a hell lots.
How many of you guys have parents who can't celebrate raye with you?
gees.
I KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE.
IT DOESN'T FEEL GOOD AT ALL.!
Tried consoling mum.
Which then puts me to sleep [involuntarily]
Had a deep deep deepppp sleep because i didn't sleep for more than 24hrs !
so yeah..got woken up after a nightmare of how bad i did in my accounting paper.
cooked maggie and curled my hair for today.pics uploaded at top.
hrmm..
okay this is the end of my entry.
see you guys soon.boring i noe.!

♥somewhere

Monday, October 06, 2008;

1:32 PM

3 am maybe?.Lastnight.I like the hair eyy.

Awaken by bitches barking.stupid dogs.!

2 am?.haha.I like the hair.I wan natural wavy hair i like. Yeah its my hair.bt its due to random hair getting tied...buhh..Stay permanent.pls.[yarh stupid dont wash hair will stay permanent like that larh.but later got dandruff..ewwww.]

End of EXAMS!

Selamat Hari Rayyeee.e

lols.

Well not exactly.

i Barely celebrate it here.

Okay wondering how my exams were?

Probably not.

Buhh

i think that explains it all.

heee

Well no matter how upset i am that i reckon i didn't do well.

buhh..its over.!

soo no point sulking.

I had accounting paper just now.n.i havent slept since last night eyy..

Was studying like crazy well not exactly.

hee.

managed to snape some photos during the unconcentratable time.haha no such word okay kids?

haha

Well, today going to aunty juns house for raye.

okay i'm so gona be glamour.!

ggeeezzz no raye ey.so feeling2 larh right?

hhahaha.

anyway..

i feel something is missing.

you know what.

saddiq.

menghilang.ke aku jer yang tk mencarik?

chey222.

watever itis.

its starting 2 make me feel and think in a certain way i don't like.

not that i cant be bothered.

its just i'm exhausted.!

Like to the extreme out of gas.

Need more unleaded petrol.

hahah

k ridiculous.this is wat happens when someone who hasnt slept for 24hrs n did a 3hour exam reacts.

Apparently, i got no feelings to express.

No words to say.

I'll upload pictures of me.[pics at top.lazy 2 pull it down.tata]

Hopefully to snap photos later uh at aunty jun's place. then you guys can see how raye is celebrated in aussie

kan..

bye

oh to hong kah people:-slamat jalan raye tomorrow.[i'm can't go.duhhh]

remember 12th of dec.bbq as well okay.

will spread the message when its nearing.

Cannot wait to meet susyanti anggraini bt sunaryo larh

and many2 else..........=))))

okay

byee.

-izni

♥somewhere

Wednesday, October 01, 2008;

8:18 AM

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin to family and friends.Especially Ayah..

This is the first raya that i'm not celebrating with family and friends.
Saddest one of all..
For the first time..i try my very best to be the closest to ibu and ayah..Trying not to disappoint ibu and ayah in any way..This hari raya is said to me the time of forgiveness and to turnover a new leaf. Now i understand how it feels and to go through it is wonderful but hard.Let alone to celebrate hari raya with an incomplete family is just a big obstacle for me, physcologically.

I feel remouseful eyy for what i did..How i reacted.Its like having all those past memories flashing in my mind on previous rayas that i take for granted.

My godd.....

Now sitting here.Typing this entry listening to Warna...people praying and listening to takbir.
I must say this is the first time i ever cried so much for raye..or for anything actually.

While everyone else is getting ready to celebrate hari raya..
going to grandparents houses..
Opening those jars filled with cookies..
Ketupat and lepat set on the table..
The smell of rendang, sambal goreng, lontong and everything else......
Moms out there still stress cooking in the kitchen..
aha,
im here in my school uniform...getting ready for my maths exam.

well i'll end it here.
selamat hari raye and maaf zahir dan batin to the Oleh family, friends...
and Especially Ayah..
Much Love from me, Izni.

♥somewhere