Tuesday, October 21, 2008;
9:04 PM
I MISS MY DAD!!!
haiz......
a week can really pas that fast
eyy?
haiz.felt as though was just yesterday he was here.
last week when mum n i
jalan raye..
dad called to say he was on the
midnite flight for that day.
Aww damn was i excited
eyy.
went out every single day.
met
cik jun.
went to karaoke.
people came by the house.
goshh...
everything's gone
noww..
pas so fast.
i
didnt talk 2 anyone in the car when sending dad to the airport.
cried when he went in....
n
eva mum n i we
didnt talk at all when we got home.
eva did try 2 cheer everyone up..
didnt work.
mum cried on my shoulders.so did i on hers.
it's as though loosing one leg...
i guess the family bonding has finally kicked in.
i
dont know how long it's
gona last.
but having one member separated from the rest.
the feeling is just unbelievable.!
My family is indeed the first priority.....
that's all i need.
yeah i do need friends but without family is just wrong!
when dad was here with us in aust.
the whole house just lits up.
everyone was laughing and happy.
tears of joy i tell ya..
never seen mum as happy as she was.
the thing that made me cry.....was on the first day dad was here.and he said to me ,"this is the first day of raye for me eyy"..hearing him say that when it's like the 3rd week of raye.? i tink
i just broke down.
haiz..
just sad man..
haizz......
this year is the most memorable year ever.=)
broke my life record.
haaa.
never in my life i cried so much.
bf carik pasal cry(now ex horr)
move here cry.
miss singapore cry.
hari raye cry
every month cry cuz dad cum den dad go back singapore.
mum sad cry
dont do well for exams cry.
haaa.
everything oso cry
soooo emotionalllll
haaa!
btw been spending lotza time with cik jun n family.
went for a jog with marie(muz)
besttt perr.
anw..
yeah been seeing lotz of muslim n muzakir and the coolest auntie, cik jun..hee.
alright tc people.
ill update soon
=)
♥somewhere
