Okay lah
update lah.
lol
been goin to school.
my god.been goin ther for 1 hour each day
fkin hell.
n am not bloody workin tis week cuz i tot tis week would b hectic.apparently NOT.
im workin on saturdae n since i'll get more per hour..it pretty much cover up for the week.probably get 80 bucks max on satudae cuz am bloody werkin for 5 fkin hours.haa.
am lazy bum i noeeee
well anyway..havent been mittin up wif maria other den bein on fone or texting her.
man...
am doin mum a big big favour ok..stay home..follow her here ther everywher.
lol
someting new.!
I HAD A HAIR CUT.
lol
from fkin long hair.
to no hair.!
haa.
nahh jkin.
yeah i noe fkin lame.
watever lah
if u were in my sch wen i was in sec sch.
u'll probably get the idea.
yeah in school i had short hair..onli after graduation i had extentions n kept my hair long.
so yeah..it looks retarded if i dun straighten it.
hahah.
bt its cool wen i do straighten it.
somehow straightenin dun take long animore.
lol
n da stylin process has been fun each day.
yeahh i mean doodling wif hair everyday..fun watt
for me tt is.
i cant b fucked wif boring hair styles.
damn.
cmon.
bring out the creativity in u.
at least beneficial to urself wat right.
lol.
anyways lun.
yous all noe hw dark i m.
lol.
i got tanned.!
which means im darker.
u cn actualli see the line tt separates the two shades.!
lol.
okay.
am jus bored n no one to talk 2.
god noes wheres noh...
n musa's been fkin annoyin me.
callin me..i dun mind him callin.
bt everytime he calls i wont hear it or pick it up 2 late.
which leaves me to callin back but he wouldnt pick up.
wat game uh?
happy2 call .
alamak.
anuisance.
hahaha
well anyway.
been talkin heaps to imran n mey lah.
lol.
cool u guys.
u guys r cool.
lol.
talked crap 2 mey n all.
she updatin me n stuff.
CUT HAIR MEY.
CUT SO WE JIWE.
DONT WORRY NO ONE CAN FKIN SAY ANITING
cuz ure livin on the other side of the world n people would tink its a coincidence tt we both got short hair.
hahahahaha.
oh oh..
k forgot already..
nvm,.
hahaha.will update soon.
GAJI BESOK man.
oh k its back..
i opened up another account with another bank.
lol.
was a quick decision..due to the great deal tt the bankwest offered i didnt hesistate to do an everyday account so tt it would b easier for me to get a loan at the end of yr for the car im getting.fkin hell i enquired bout the repayment of the amount of money i wanted to borrow..n the interest rate n everyting..
if the economic rate stays constant which obviously wont happen..
its pretty heavy on me man.
bt ive worked it out.i PROBABLY cn handle it if i budget.
gees..
all tt for a brand new car.
its alright.
ive wanted tt car for ages.
n i cnt b fucked wif manual cars.
automatic is alright..as long as it get me places.
This would b my first OWN responsibility.
i told my parents.
If i fuck it up..
i'll b in hot soup.
cuz im nt borrowin from a friend or askin dad to help me pay..
im freakin payin on my own.
so yeahh.
i ought to be discipline.
hopefully i'll still hav enuff to spend in singapore at the end of the year.
lol.
This would mean.
Cut down on smokes.
Bring my own lunch to school.
N no wastin money on unnecessary stuff.
So am not gona shop...till the end of the year.OUCHH lah
but its okay.
the car will satisfy me.
Okay tts about it.
Mum been goin off at me for stinkin up the room wif ciggy smell.
smoke in house canot..smoke outside oso canot..
how to smoke then.
she said stop smoking then.
i told her to f off.hahah nah..u tink i anak derhake isit.
noo man.
i jus shut my mouth lah.
duuhhh
as long as i cn tolerate n control my temper..
i'm still good.
bt the other chick in da house driving me insane by her actions.
its okay.its all good.
as i said..
as long as i cn tolerate n control my temper.
alright then...
i'll update again..
ex text me..
lol.
tellin me his dad pesture him 2 text me.
i doubt it..lol..
ure in camp how can ur dad bug u to text me.
i dun care if ure reading this cuz this is my blog my thoughts n feelings.
i dun hate u.
bt i duno eyy..
im jus neutral bout all this..
ohk lah watever larh.
i wana hang out wif my mates luh b4 real study starts.
bloody hell.
hrmm..
alright.
i cant wait till my 18th..for first time im actualli lookin forward to my birthday.hahaha
get a car...
go singapore.
graduate first year..
Im more crazy then usual now.
lol.
i tink ive thrown tt tense side of me after the hair cut..
as mey always say...buang suway.
i reckon soo
oklah.
tc,
bye cb.
lol.
=)
talk 2 me on msn.
leave me ur email add on frenster NOT your fkin nums u fkin dudes fkin full of urselves.haha
I cant b fkin stuffed to repli on frenster...hahah..myspace.dun even talk bout it.hahahah.
ok done deal.
-izni

oh sori if my blog is fkin boring.no pics of me.
song's wont fkin play.
lol.
i cnt be fucked makin it work.lol.
sorii.

This is khairi.Maria's son.a.k.a.mr happy & noisy.Birthday boy for the day..13thFeb.Just turned 2.

Another day.
another entry.
duh~
lol.
update2.
nothing much actually.
stayed home bloody whole of last week yesterdae was like fking boring.
couldnt sleep at night too.
twist n turn..still wide awake.
you know why, bloody lack of smoke man..
made me grumpy to the slightest ting.
have been eating n eating.
shit lun.
i need to get some today.
went to work today..at 7am ended at bloody 10 am
yeah freaking 3hrs.
pass so bloody fast.
cuz it was jus me n bosses wife; candy.
so we were full on buzy and shit.
heaps of customers.
I burned my thumb n index finger on the coffee machine.
damn it.
its alright.
even the pros gets accidents too what more us little fries still learnin ey.
=)
its all good.
oh let me tell ya sometin.
for the first time in my life i bought bacon.
yeah as in pork as in pig.!
gees and i acted as though i knew what sort n whatever it is thats right.
lol.
"2 lots of 500gs of diced bacon...tt one miss..thankyou.!"
well its not for me..
duh~
the shop larh.
hahaha.
candy made me run some errands bought newspapers n groceries for the shop at woolies.
hahaha.
so yeah.
wanted to stay longer but when my shift was ending, other staff came.
so yeah..too many people..later no work to b done n all..
well yeah, tts it.
lol.
went shift ended signed off.
wanted to buy a donut for dad..cuz his cuming here tonight man.!!!!
lol
fire out lun i miss him heaps.
haa.
so yeah the donut cost like 2.80 but candy told me nt to worry bout it cuz i didnt hav anyting to eat or drink wen i was at work.
so yeah
went off....
called mum.
she came like half a hour late..
told her i could get my ass back home on my own.
bt she jus had to..make me wait.
bt its alright.
headed hhome after tt.
had someting to eat.
slept.
wake up.
bathe.
no one's home man.
bored.
text musa.
he insisted that i shud have texted him earlier..
what for?..
cuz he could cum over earlier..took off from work for like 2 or 3hrs and accompany me.
nawww.
hahahaha.
called maria.
updated her.
bloody hell man..
i miss her.
i havent talk 2 her in ages n havent been mitting up n all.
restrictions n commitments.
c what it can do man??!
ahahaha.
its all good.
i lost 5 kilos ever since i came back from holiday last december.
now.i tink im starting to gain it back.
cuz of being a couch potato.
damnit siak.
see what staying home can do to u?
lol.
its not healthy to stay home.
hahaha
you'll be lazy n fat.
hhaaa
alright..am outs.
take care.
DAD!!!!!! cya tonite lun....!!
lol
laters.
Pssstttt.
am goin out with a singaporen guy.
hahahahahahaha.

I wan a THUG.
lol.
Nah am just joking.

Okay, Sunday morning.....*takes a deep deep breath*
Nothing much actually.
too early to blog .
had my ice coffee n am bloggin now.
was jus accompanying mum jus then outside..she was trimmin them rose bushes.
I toured around the front n back yard...somehow nature calms me down.
Yesterday,
was home freakin whole day man.
Went out for a lil bit.
wif my tshirt n my blue pj bottoms which had lollipop prints on it.haaa.
drove up to kelmii petrol station; caltex. got newspaper...the dude saw me n smiled.
I went on n said.."sori mate, i just rocked up."lol.
He burst out laughin n said "fair enuff..explains them pants of urs"
i smiled and said " hav a good day lun"
people at the petrol station looked n smiled at me..
well, if i were to wear my pj bottoms in singapore.
minahs n people would b all negative n shit.
but not here.
they laugh n smile or say something positive.
cuz its typical to walk around wif no shirts, no shoes, pj bottoms, watever..no one cares.
Yeah so headed off to buy charcoal chicken n some drinks for the guests.
lol.
charcoal chicken is like bloody the best..friends in singapore..i'll get u sum if u cum here.lol.nyum.
so yeah poltugese chicken is damn good too.lol.
headed home..
had a shower..
re-arranged my room.
guest came by..
had sumting to eat..
kavin crashed at my room..talked n talked n talked.
haaa.
which all others were outside.
his bro came by bt somehow i shooed him..
its alright..we're alright now.
lol.
so yeah after hours n hours.
dey headed home..
chatted to mey..
i miss her hell lots.
babe in any case u need my help i'll try my best to help u in every way i can.
okay im gona b in tears soon if i keep on typing bout all the tings we shared.
movin on..
sooo..
went to bed pretty early cux i got bored.
cuz i sleep wif mum last nite.
n somehow after watchin all them horror movie trailers got me a bit physced up.
lol.so was kind of disturbin mum..making stupid jokes bout her nose n her being short.
haha.
which then lead to her crapping bout me.
i laughed my ass off.
which then mum made me massage her cuz i was wide awake.
which ended 5 mins later.which then i made mum massage me back..lol.
which then put me into the 2nd stage of sleep,
musa called me.
we talked.for some wat 20 mins.
then bit goodbyes which i reallli had to sleep then.
slept..
woke up 11 plus..
finalllyyyyyyyy
i get to wake up "late".
heh.
im freakin workin 3 days nxt week.
bloody shit.
so little days.
meanin so little hours.
haiya.
mampos siak.
its alright.
okay..
its like 3 weeks till school starts.
omg.
omg.
omg.
uni student seyyy
ghahahahaah
okay.
tc.
i need my smoke n berak break.
tc.
=)
cya later alligator.....

Wazzap lun.
lol.
okay..same ol same ol.
Left the bloody house at 620 in the morning.
Bloody mothabutches was freaking cold..i reckon the season change is starting to kick in..
i walked all the way to armadale central..reached there quarter to 7..
waited n waited till boss n wife came round at about 710..i worked uptil 10am..haa.freaking 3hrs.
time flew by just like that wen its bz..didnt realise that it was quarter pass 10 until one of em girls told me the time.
happily signed off and called mum to pick me up.
was bloody sleepy n tired...havent got much sleep man.
so yeah got home.talked to mum alil bit.went to sleep but got awaken by mum to accompany her to bentley..musa called me up .out of the blue..who musa?..he that turkish dude lun.my friend lun. no strings attached.pfftt.
then maria text me.
then mizah called me..lol..she been calling me heaps.updating tings.she's tinkin of getting back into school but not in singapore.but here wif me.my fren..i'll support u in everyway i can if its beneficial for your future.
...so yeah..tt was it eyy.
fetched eva from joondalup..then back home..called maria..asked her whether she wanted to join me for dinner..so she did..mum, maria n i ate at makan2 cafe..my treat=)
lol.
dropped maria at her place...n the whole clan was there.lol.
khalid muslim hasiibb.mirah.
lol.
its hell funny everytime i mention their names.
totally gave me a flash back to aussie day.haha.!

what i do yesterdae?
oh went to carou.
watched underworld rise of the lycans wif mirah n maria.
met khalid cuz he works there.
hang around carou n ended up waiting for the boys to come round at fast eddys.
mum fetch me after that.alamak..mood spoiler..but its all good lun.
lol.

Whoever from singapore...comes here to visit..lol. ill take u to applecross man.
hahaha.
y?
cuz its the best scenery ever.
i remember the other day we there..n it was jus us all..
sat there till like wat..1 or 2 am?
then had brekky at fast eddys..n cuz muslims car is like bloody modified.
so he had to drive up to my driveway wif no headlights on n slowly so he wouldnt wake mum up.
yeah was all good but..
hahah.

Alright..i dont know what am gona do tomoro.
mum been goin off at me for stupid reasons.hrmm.
Dad's cuming here soon ..
lol.
Im gona sleep in tomoro eyy.
Okay..
am gona go for a smoke.
i'll update yous all soon.
I know my entry is all over the place.
soo many tings happening.
as i said..
work.
hangin out.
n people giving me shit again.
but am immune to it.

By the way,
my school books bloody cost me 700+.
n my school fee cost thousands.!
wana know..ask me.
lol.
n my timetable is all over the place.
i dont go to sch on fridays.
i got mornin classes only on wednesdays.
afternoon classes which starts at 12 n ends at 2.30 on all other days..
more time to work n study n haaa.
alright.
smoke time.
i'll update tomoro if am not lazy or am not out.
take care.

i havent been updating
i know.
i know no one reads anyway,
lol.
okay lets see.
ermm..pretty much its been a rollercoaster ride.
alright..first of all..i got into curtin uni..yey!
commerce my first choice ...yey!
lol.
startin sch on the 26 feb.
haaa.cool or wat.
alright.been spending lotza time wif friends.
maria especially..haaa.
she's cool.
we pretty much on the same boat.bt hers was much of a rocky ride.
i respect her lots man.
australian day was awesome..
what else..
went out lotz.
chill around lotz.
work3.
help people out lots.
geees.
im tired of it man.
i dont mind helping people outtt.but hrmm..some how the the appreciation that i shud feel isnt there u noe.its shit.
somehow i do not understan how some people roll.
some how i feel numb..no feeling of affection or watsoever no signs i can detect
mayb im too bz wif watever tts going on.
mayb i havent been giving myself a break n giv attention to myself.haiz.
i need my life.
i need my break.
i cant even sleep peacefully w/o anyone waking me up to ask for help.
hrmm.
i did have breakdowns...bt it didnt make tings better.
same old story man.
if life is tis way..
then it is.
its alright.
freedom soon wen i becum independent wif the stable job...hav a house n all.
hrmm..ill have time for myself...i tink.
lol.
oh well.
its alright.
well tts about ittt .
im nt in the best mood.
tc.

Izni.
18 ish.
The beach is the best place to be.
Part Time employee.
Full Time Student.
Fullest Time dedicated to sleep and party.
If one day there wasn't any food left to eat,
I'd live on Malboro Reds and Ice Lemon Tea Seasons.
& Last, I live by this quote..
Work Hard, party HARDER.